the things that make me happy.

heidiho.

i met up with my maternal grandfather today, and we ate at The Chicken Rice Shop @Bedok Point. i've always loved the way he laughs, and once again, i felt so happy that i'm sad.

had went to the library at Bedok, and damn. i wanna go there again tmrw. hadnt been able to borrow any books, so i sped read King of the Screwups and returned it, enabling my card to borrow one more book, heh.

had spent eons around the fiction section, carefully choosing the book that i really really wanna borrow. finally decided on Creature of the Night, and was just about to check out that book, when i caught a glimpse of another.

i was like HOLY SHIT! guess what the book is? it's Brave Story!

*far-away gaze* back in the days, when i was barely thirteen... when i still had that beautiful PSP the colour of the goldest gold i had ever seen. Brave Story had been the game. damn, i had loved that very game so much!

but the beautiful PSP just had to disappear.

and the last that i had heard from my character had been, like, 4 years ago.

so yeah, had ended up borrowing that book instead, after returning the previous one to where i had found it. walked outta the library a happy little girl.

yeah, surface-wise.

gonna go back there tmrw, maybe to do my homework as well. that makes me happy (surface-wise), to be alone at a table that i have all to myself. i so dislike sharing tables, and i have no idea why, kinda. guess i just like the personal space.

what else makes me happy? cats. especially those 6 felines at guilley, good ole guilley. and yes, guilley makes me happy as well, the people there, cause they all regard my presence.

writing. writing makes me happy, even though what i am writing about are the saddest things ever. the irony of writing.

walking. i leave home feeling downright horrible, and on those walks i'd start thinking of sad things and start going depressed, but at the end of it, i unlock the gates of my house feeling happier than i was before.

and i just like to explore places where i've never been. that seems to be smth i've been doing a lot lately. gonna explore bedok tmrw, hopefully i wont get lost cause i dont know any friend who lives in the district.

i'm not going to mention people, because the title of this post is things that make me happy. not people. and anyway, you axes should know really well who would really make me truly happy right now.

been sighing a lot lately. i mean, who doesnt right?

God.