today is a thurday
in the month after may .
i'm falling asleep in physics
wake me up with a kiss!
haha, a crap poem tht i wrote spontaneously to asleah during physics .
today was st john's day ! i just Love watching the UGs march. and farizah was so fierce during pledge taking . to be honest , i think st john's like the best UG . like, their lines are straight and their discipline and all tht stuff are better compared to ncc , npcc all tht. in my opinion lah.
had temperature taking aft tht , and we were all standing with the thing in our mouths , when i laid my eyes on daniel ah. he was looking over his shoulder suspiciously , and then he removed the themometer from his mouth and looked out the window with a relax face .
but a few secs later ms junainah was like , "daniel !" , then he terperanjat , he seriously jumped sia! i saw everything , and i couldnt help laughing my head off , which was difficult with my thermometer in my mouth .
had one period of chemy before gg for art all the way til recess . i fell asleep for awhile , and saw this image of a lane where someone was on fire . recess , some annoying sec two guys were pushing around and one of them bumped into siying . got so mad , but i held it in .
two periods of physics came aft , where i fell asleep when mr lim was scolding the latecomers. felt like hours but actually only a few minutes passed . you know what they say ; "in your bed at 545 , u close your eyes for 5 mins , you open them again and it's 7pm. at sch at 1230 , u close ur eyes for 5 mins , u open them again and it's 1230."
aft tht was boring old maths , so i went to toilet with asleah for awhile. when returning back to class she told me to walk one round of the second floor, but i told her tht i would rather walk one round third floor .
she was like , "aw too bad. .........eh, tu!" so i looked in front , and there was my khai walking past 2/2 . hehe. what a coincidence! so i gave him a smile then blah3 went for maths before gg for lunch when the bell finally rang eons later .
had MT aft tht , so i passed by 3/3 where i saw khai standing my the door . MT was fun , there were no teachers so we gathered and told scary stories , as always. (kinda an MT relief class tradition!)
at one point we were all like concentrating on johan's story , when amalina (who was sitting by the window) told us tht she saw syafie. we all panicked shit sia , and straightway grab the assignments tht we were supposed to do , sat at a table and pretended to look at the piece of paper. funny sey!
aft awhile we gathered back tgt , and continued with the story . johan's story was the scariest ! haha . was abt a malay girl with green eyes .
when walking back to class , was passing by 3/3 when i saw khai's friends in the classroom along with him , then i saw him dancing.
during english , which came aft , mr syafie talked to us abt this indian teacher whom many boys couldnt take their eyes off when she was their examiner for oral , cos her eyes are green. teros, all the malay ppl stare stare at each other with wide eyes! haha .
aft sch went home with my khai , on the way to the bus stop , his classmates were at the other side of the road and they were like , "bye eindah!" then i stare at them, then they were like, "last long !" so sweet ! amirah bakar ah her name?
as always khai made me laugh alot lah. he's so awesome lah, i love him so much. so he sent me all the way to my lift for the very first time, kissed my forehead, and then i smiled to myself at the corner of the lift.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
woke up at 12 plus, cos some ppl were screaming , though i cant rmb whether it was in my dream or in reality . couldnt go back to sleep aft tht , called khai though obviously he was alr asleep.. so today morn , ...i dont rmb much. but there's this thingy for 4/2 to dominate a whole page in the yearbook . smth like tht.
had 4 periods of art where i just Continued my line drawing with the sun in my face.
didnt really eat at recess , but had fun joining sabrina and shushan's conversation , talking like as if i understood what they were talking abt , and also disturbing siying who was on her i-something . (i aint so familiar with Apple)
maths followed soon aft , then two periods of english where i had to stand along with many others cos we didnt do our work . ate during lunch , and then it was two periods of ss , where i was scolded again for not completing tht assignment . had chemy for the last period and then we were dismissed.
for some reason today was kinda quiet . not much funny stuff tht i can rmb sia.
went to canteen , sat with hafiz , timothy and zharfan cos they hadnt completed their ss as well , and apparently all of them didnt have the question paper . zharfan completed his first , which left the 3 of us to struggle , asking 4/3 peeps for help and all tht , but i did mine myself *smiles*
eons later i was done , said bye to everyone at the table (including nuraini, edmund and michelle, they were there too) , and then walked out of the canteen with my khai, cos gg home tgt. hehe. have i told you tht i received my N level entry pass ytd ? it just Goes to show how near my national exams are!
and the whole day , i was just Thinking of the dream i had .
so yeah, i do rmb it right now. so very clearly detailed.
i hate it when dreams remind u of smth tht was so difficult for u to forget. and it felt so real tht i think my dream-self travelled back in time last night.
had 4 periods of art where i just Continued my line drawing with the sun in my face.
didnt really eat at recess , but had fun joining sabrina and shushan's conversation , talking like as if i understood what they were talking abt , and also disturbing siying who was on her i-something . (i aint so familiar with Apple)
maths followed soon aft , then two periods of english where i had to stand along with many others cos we didnt do our work . ate during lunch , and then it was two periods of ss , where i was scolded again for not completing tht assignment . had chemy for the last period and then we were dismissed.
for some reason today was kinda quiet . not much funny stuff tht i can rmb sia.
went to canteen , sat with hafiz , timothy and zharfan cos they hadnt completed their ss as well , and apparently all of them didnt have the question paper . zharfan completed his first , which left the 3 of us to struggle , asking 4/3 peeps for help and all tht , but i did mine myself *smiles*
eons later i was done , said bye to everyone at the table (including nuraini, edmund and michelle, they were there too) , and then walked out of the canteen with my khai, cos gg home tgt. hehe. have i told you tht i received my N level entry pass ytd ? it just Goes to show how near my national exams are!
and the whole day , i was just Thinking of the dream i had .
so yeah, i do rmb it right now. so very clearly detailed.
i hate it when dreams remind u of smth tht was so difficult for u to forget. and it felt so real tht i think my dream-self travelled back in time last night.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
second day of the second semester
sup peeps .
uhm , as u can see from the title it was the second day of sch today . but i aint gonna title my posts all the way to tenth day of the semester and so on and so forth lah , if u get what i mean.
without further ado let us run thru today .
khai was the commander today , i was reading peacefully when asleah came , i was like, shit she confirm will make me laugh like shit abt khai sia . and i was right , at first she didnt notice but when she did she was like, "eh !" just As he was abt to give the command .
so yeah, she like lip-sync his command dengan muke muke sekali ... what else , i laugh ah! then thru out national anthem i couldnt stop laughing to myself sey !
when we were all seated and listening to mrs woo's speech , laughed alot again . and then my eyes started wondering around and i saw tht my khai sat in the same line as me. like, literally! cos there's a long white line painted across the parade square and we're both seated on it. (i just Asked him)
hm , then seconds later asleah was like , "eh kau boleh nampak khai kau dari sini !" i showed her a face and was like, "dari tadi sey aku tengan tenung dier! xD" so yeah .
first period chemy , and we went to the comp lab . did a bit of facebook, some spams with timothy , edmund, syafiq and occasionally siying , but i did lots of chemistry just To let you know!
when gg back to class , had a chance to pass 3/3 so tht's what i did , but my khai was doing his work. so proud of him ! saw dan danial dan staring at me tersengih-sengih though . aft tht was mother tongue , so i had the chance to walk past 3/3 again . (x
most of the ppl from the sch was like loitering outside their classrooms when the bell went , but sadly khai wasnt one of them . so i went ahead to 3/7 where i saw someone staring at me from the corner of my eye .
was nurul hazirah , so i was like, oh ur sana tix! then blah3, filled the thingy before gg back to her class when they were preparing to greet their teacha ms karin wong (who was my home tutor in sec 2) , so naturally she was like "now is not the time to do ur sana -.-" so yeah .
recess didnt really ate , just Listened to some dubstep before gg for maths when the bell signaled the end of recess . i sat right at the front again today right next to ms huang , cos i wouldnt mind paying more attention to maths . see, i can be a good girl when i wanna .
had health check up during ss , which was good cos i owed ms poh the assignments. but , when we were all sitting outside the library she came up to me suddenly and held her palm out to me. i stared back at her , and wanxuan must have thought tht i was using my phone , cos she was like, "cher give chance lah cher!"
so yeah , ms poh told me to give it by today , so i nodded , and then blah3 i got scolded by the nurse for squinting my eyes when reading them letters with my right eye .
i didnt have to do the spine check cos i was doing the follow up sessions on my own alr i think , so i went ahead to class , looking at the clock cos everyone was at geog/hist. classroom was dark with only the sun shining thru the curtains , so eventually i got bored and walked out .
saw shushan and siying at the library , but when i got there i saw tht they were at the second floor of the building , so to chase them , i had to run all the way , and i think khai must have seen me cos during lunch i saw tht he texted me cos he saw me like marah.
hm, then what else ah?
during the geog remedial aft sch , went around the sch to do some hunt thing , with asleah and siying in my group. we were the first to find it , but ms poh told us not to slack there cos later the other groups would know where the thing was , so we immediately went to where the others were and pretended to look lost as well.
saw khai at npcc , and then blah3 , had my art til 630 , and then i slacked at bus stop with him , talking abt random stuff tht came into our heads . i like the way he saw afnan, fadhli , and was like "......shit." k, im smiling in remembrance . funny sey!
on the bus , at one point i was abt to rest my head on his shoulder , but idk why i didnt. so yeah ... aw i'm so glad tht he's mine, really. hehe ^^
uhm , as u can see from the title it was the second day of sch today . but i aint gonna title my posts all the way to tenth day of the semester and so on and so forth lah , if u get what i mean.
without further ado let us run thru today .
khai was the commander today , i was reading peacefully when asleah came , i was like, shit she confirm will make me laugh like shit abt khai sia . and i was right , at first she didnt notice but when she did she was like, "eh !" just As he was abt to give the command .
so yeah, she like lip-sync his command dengan muke muke sekali ... what else , i laugh ah! then thru out national anthem i couldnt stop laughing to myself sey !
when we were all seated and listening to mrs woo's speech , laughed alot again . and then my eyes started wondering around and i saw tht my khai sat in the same line as me. like, literally! cos there's a long white line painted across the parade square and we're both seated on it. (i just Asked him)
hm , then seconds later asleah was like , "eh kau boleh nampak khai kau dari sini !" i showed her a face and was like, "dari tadi sey aku tengan tenung dier! xD" so yeah .
first period chemy , and we went to the comp lab . did a bit of facebook, some spams with timothy , edmund, syafiq and occasionally siying , but i did lots of chemistry just To let you know!
when gg back to class , had a chance to pass 3/3 so tht's what i did , but my khai was doing his work. so proud of him ! saw dan danial dan staring at me tersengih-sengih though . aft tht was mother tongue , so i had the chance to walk past 3/3 again . (x
most of the ppl from the sch was like loitering outside their classrooms when the bell went , but sadly khai wasnt one of them . so i went ahead to 3/7 where i saw someone staring at me from the corner of my eye .
was nurul hazirah , so i was like, oh ur sana tix! then blah3, filled the thingy before gg back to her class when they were preparing to greet their teacha ms karin wong (who was my home tutor in sec 2) , so naturally she was like "now is not the time to do ur sana -.-" so yeah .
recess didnt really ate , just Listened to some dubstep before gg for maths when the bell signaled the end of recess . i sat right at the front again today right next to ms huang , cos i wouldnt mind paying more attention to maths . see, i can be a good girl when i wanna .
had health check up during ss , which was good cos i owed ms poh the assignments. but , when we were all sitting outside the library she came up to me suddenly and held her palm out to me. i stared back at her , and wanxuan must have thought tht i was using my phone , cos she was like, "cher give chance lah cher!"
so yeah , ms poh told me to give it by today , so i nodded , and then blah3 i got scolded by the nurse for squinting my eyes when reading them letters with my right eye .
i didnt have to do the spine check cos i was doing the follow up sessions on my own alr i think , so i went ahead to class , looking at the clock cos everyone was at geog/hist. classroom was dark with only the sun shining thru the curtains , so eventually i got bored and walked out .
saw shushan and siying at the library , but when i got there i saw tht they were at the second floor of the building , so to chase them , i had to run all the way , and i think khai must have seen me cos during lunch i saw tht he texted me cos he saw me like marah.
hm, then what else ah?
during the geog remedial aft sch , went around the sch to do some hunt thing , with asleah and siying in my group. we were the first to find it , but ms poh told us not to slack there cos later the other groups would know where the thing was , so we immediately went to where the others were and pretended to look lost as well.
saw khai at npcc , and then blah3 , had my art til 630 , and then i slacked at bus stop with him , talking abt random stuff tht came into our heads . i like the way he saw afnan, fadhli , and was like "......shit." k, im smiling in remembrance . funny sey!
on the bus , at one point i was abt to rest my head on his shoulder , but idk why i didnt. so yeah ... aw i'm so glad tht he's mine, really. hehe ^^
Monday, June 27, 2011
my dear brothers .
something just Made my day even more awesome!
i looked out the balcony standing between both my brothers .
it may seem nth to you , but it's been such a long time since i last stood between them. i've searched all albums and there seemed to be only one picture of the 3 of us . i rmb crying as i stared at tht photo in a frame , on the day tht they both disappointed me. uh huh...
and we were staring out the balcony window cos we heard smth like an accident .
you know what , since we are bored right now , let's talk abt my brothers .
older brother : Naqib
he's turning 20 this august , but he's still very much like a child . a spoilt brat is my most polite term. i dont wanna start gossiping abt him right here, but let me just Tell you tht if u were to be on the same bus as him and me , u would have never thought tht we were siblings .
ask any of the seniors from our sch , they most probably know him but doesnt know tht he's my brother . yes, it's our differences. he dropped out of sch at sec 3 , and to put it bluntly he's much like a mamat.
but i'm grateful tht he ain't rude to my grandparents . i'm really grateful for tht, i just Wish he'd visit them more. the only times he ever went over to my aunt's (where my grandma lives) , was to collect money tht he had asked from my aunt .
hm , i aint gonna go personal here either . but he is alot like a spoilt brat , throwing tantrums when he's hungry (he cant cook and he gets lazy to buy stuff on his own) and when he has no money (the dude has big problems with budgets and stuff like tht) , so yeah. he ain't as independant as his lil sis .
i'm sure you've all heard tht he left me for a girlfriend of his , so we ain't gg there either here. just Wanna let u know tht i think i'll just Hate whatever girlfriends he get from now on , whether or not i've actually met them.
hating someone tht u barely know is too much .
but so is leaving someone of ur blood bond , for someone tht hasnt even taken up half ur life.
younger brother : Nazriq
i used to dislike him when he just Arrived in our family . the very earliest memory of him was when i was standing outside the master bedroom with my parents , older bro and grandma (she was living with us at tht time).
my mom was rubbing her tummy and i was looking at it , and everyone was laughing and i saw many happy faces . i recall putting my ear to her tummy and my older bro telling me to be careful , or not my face would get kicked. i immediately withdrew my head back .
he recently turned 11 in march, but idk why he's still considerably short. we got into fights alot when i was still in pri sch , and one of my most effective attacks was pulling his hair hard. he'd burst into tears and i always got it from my mom.
i didnt really like my younger bro when he was just Born into the family, like how my mom says my older bro didnt like me when i was new. so yeah , i dont have alot to complain abt my lil bro , just Tht he doesnt admit when he knows he pwned alr.
one thing is , my bond with him grew alot stronger when he just Sunat. i rmb peeking at him from the door when he was lying on bed. and i saw tht sad look on his face . he was alone and wanted to cry . i stared at him for some time before he saw me and smiled .
but overall , i do love my brothers to the max .
my God younger brother is my boyf now , and my God older brother is a douchebag now . i guess i should be grateful for the blood brothers tht i have alr. hehe.
♥ your siblings .
[sorry for blur pics , i lazy scan]
i looked out the balcony standing between both my brothers .
it may seem nth to you , but it's been such a long time since i last stood between them. i've searched all albums and there seemed to be only one picture of the 3 of us . i rmb crying as i stared at tht photo in a frame , on the day tht they both disappointed me. uh huh...
and we were staring out the balcony window cos we heard smth like an accident .
you know what , since we are bored right now , let's talk abt my brothers .
older brother : Naqib
he's turning 20 this august , but he's still very much like a child . a spoilt brat is my most polite term. i dont wanna start gossiping abt him right here, but let me just Tell you tht if u were to be on the same bus as him and me , u would have never thought tht we were siblings .
ask any of the seniors from our sch , they most probably know him but doesnt know tht he's my brother . yes, it's our differences. he dropped out of sch at sec 3 , and to put it bluntly he's much like a mamat.
but i'm grateful tht he ain't rude to my grandparents . i'm really grateful for tht, i just Wish he'd visit them more. the only times he ever went over to my aunt's (where my grandma lives) , was to collect money tht he had asked from my aunt .
hm , i aint gonna go personal here either . but he is alot like a spoilt brat , throwing tantrums when he's hungry (he cant cook and he gets lazy to buy stuff on his own) and when he has no money (the dude has big problems with budgets and stuff like tht) , so yeah. he ain't as independant as his lil sis .
i'm sure you've all heard tht he left me for a girlfriend of his , so we ain't gg there either here. just Wanna let u know tht i think i'll just Hate whatever girlfriends he get from now on , whether or not i've actually met them.
hating someone tht u barely know is too much .
but so is leaving someone of ur blood bond , for someone tht hasnt even taken up half ur life.
younger brother : Nazriq
i used to dislike him when he just Arrived in our family . the very earliest memory of him was when i was standing outside the master bedroom with my parents , older bro and grandma (she was living with us at tht time).
my mom was rubbing her tummy and i was looking at it , and everyone was laughing and i saw many happy faces . i recall putting my ear to her tummy and my older bro telling me to be careful , or not my face would get kicked. i immediately withdrew my head back .
he recently turned 11 in march, but idk why he's still considerably short. we got into fights alot when i was still in pri sch , and one of my most effective attacks was pulling his hair hard. he'd burst into tears and i always got it from my mom.
i didnt really like my younger bro when he was just Born into the family, like how my mom says my older bro didnt like me when i was new. so yeah , i dont have alot to complain abt my lil bro , just Tht he doesnt admit when he knows he pwned alr.
one thing is , my bond with him grew alot stronger when he just Sunat. i rmb peeking at him from the door when he was lying on bed. and i saw tht sad look on his face . he was alone and wanted to cry . i stared at him for some time before he saw me and smiled .
but overall , i do love my brothers to the max .
my God younger brother is my boyf now , and my God older brother is a douchebag now . i guess i should be grateful for the blood brothers tht i have alr. hehe.
♥ your siblings .
[sorry for blur pics , i lazy scan]
went central with asleah , meeting her at sch bus stop cos she needed to put some assignment into ms poh's pigeonhole (actually i have to too , but you know me.) . sat at the bus stop with sabrina tan and staring at celine ong , before making my way to central with asleah .
on the way , she told me some councillior friend of syahirah khair's was like staring at me when i was walking past her at the hall , and tht she was staring at my nametag. i absolutely dislike it when ppl stare at my nametag , it's like they know u from facebook, it's like , "is tht eindah wrister? looks like eindah wrister. oh yeah, name tag is eindah. ok she's eindah wrister." get it?
took random pics on the way , cos i brought along my khai's cammie.
hm , too many funny things in the evening alr . i once mentioned tht there are some ppl tht always make me wanna laugh just By looking at them right? yeah, one of them's asleah. mm hmm, truth be told she's one of the funnier ppl from our clique.
then what ah? oh aye , at the counter there alot of funny things , i also made asleah laugh cos she has a good sense of humour tht is similar to mine, hehe. i was damn selenge when buying the food ah, run here run there call her text him.
i went central to get the $3 porridge for my adek , mom and i. but porridge ran out so i just Bought food for them cos i brought like only 12 dollars . had enough left for some choc milk tea, which was just What i bought.
on the bus trip home , texted khai , and he told me tht dan danial dan was like on the same bus as me. i had tht feeling sia , but i didnt bother abt it. hm, and then khai said tht dan said to khai, "eh khai , girlf kau dalam bas 358". and tht made me happy sia. ....entah.
but alas, when i got home, the first thing tht happened was tht my adek yelled at me. got pretty upset but it was good tht i didnt react when he threw a tantrum at me , cos it would have only made things worse. some mins later he came to my room gg all , "thank you, sorry." and so all was fine with him again .
hm i still dont see the reason why i feel so awesome.
but guess what ? i tend to forget the world when i'm in love .
on the way , she told me some councillior friend of syahirah khair's was like staring at me when i was walking past her at the hall , and tht she was staring at my nametag. i absolutely dislike it when ppl stare at my nametag , it's like they know u from facebook, it's like , "is tht eindah wrister? looks like eindah wrister. oh yeah, name tag is eindah. ok she's eindah wrister." get it?
took random pics on the way , cos i brought along my khai's cammie.
hm , too many funny things in the evening alr . i once mentioned tht there are some ppl tht always make me wanna laugh just By looking at them right? yeah, one of them's asleah. mm hmm, truth be told she's one of the funnier ppl from our clique.
then what ah? oh aye , at the counter there alot of funny things , i also made asleah laugh cos she has a good sense of humour tht is similar to mine, hehe. i was damn selenge when buying the food ah, run here run there call her text him.
i went central to get the $3 porridge for my adek , mom and i. but porridge ran out so i just Bought food for them cos i brought like only 12 dollars . had enough left for some choc milk tea, which was just What i bought.
on the bus trip home , texted khai , and he told me tht dan danial dan was like on the same bus as me. i had tht feeling sia , but i didnt bother abt it. hm, and then khai said tht dan said to khai, "eh khai , girlf kau dalam bas 358". and tht made me happy sia. ....entah.
but alas, when i got home, the first thing tht happened was tht my adek yelled at me. got pretty upset but it was good tht i didnt react when he threw a tantrum at me , cos it would have only made things worse. some mins later he came to my room gg all , "thank you, sorry." and so all was fine with him again .
hm i still dont see the reason why i feel so awesome.
but guess what ? i tend to forget the world when i'm in love .
first day of the second semester
truth be told , it's not very common of me to remember dreams tht i had on sch days. i do rmb in the mornings, but i forget by the time it gets to flag raising , unless i jot it down before i leave home. i've tried repeating my dreams in my head over and over again , but i get distracted for a minute and poof it disappears ; without a return promise.
well anyways , here's how the first day of semester 2; term 3 went.
i cant rmb the last time i tied my hair , which was why i got so frustrated in the morning . i told myself tht it's ok though. wouldnt want smth like tht to ruin my first day of sch. so went on, went on, went on to the bus stop texting khai and listening to some AAR .
my phone time was messed up ever since bali , so i wasnt so sure what time it was. (i usually leave at 6:24 phone clock) but then i saw the usual ppl at the bus stop, and as i watched them board their usual buses (which came accordingly like before the june hols...) , i alr knew what time it was, so yeah .
one month sure felt like one day .
and it was so dream-like , like as if the holidays never existed .
english teacha changed from ms foo to mr syafie. aside from tht , every other subject has the same teachas. first period was mt , and i was looking forward to walking past 3/3 to see my khai , but ms junainah lectured us until tht one period was over, and then it was english.
mr lim didnt seem too happy at physics cos we all never did his hols hw. in fach he was pretty pissed i might say .
recess was normal as always , listened to some dubstep in mega bass , and the experience is just... Woah. like really, woah. try it! it's so WOAH !
ss was alright , just Tht i didnt understood map reading. sometimes i get really upset at the fact tht i'm not a normal-speed learner. it never bothered me as much , but i'm getting really frustrated. like teeth-gritting , heavy-breathing kind of frustrated. n levels is on its way , for god's sake.
for once maths was humouring , cos ms huang was swinging her hand showing us the stuff on the board when her hand whacked the whiteboard ledge. and it was loud! i was sitting right in front of her , and im sorry tht i seriously laughed like shit at her. X:
blah3 , assembly , not much, just Tht i hit jonathan lee (who was sitting infronta me) and qianying (who was sitting behind) alot of times, hard, and didnt bother saying sorry . and i saw tht khai had to stand up xD
aft sch i was walking at the stairs , turned the corner and the first thing i saw as khai . i immediately smiled , like i really smiled sia i tell you. then he told me he go eat first , so i waited at canteen , then idk what happened and i was at the bus stop with lots of ppl.
i actually said straight to khai , "i love u" , and im so proud of myself for tht . sure it may seem like nth but i gathered lots of guts to do tht and he had a bad day so it might have lightened his spirits , idk. i hope tht was the case though, hehe.
a simple word won't turn back the hands of the clock.
well anyways , here's how the first day of semester 2; term 3 went.
i cant rmb the last time i tied my hair , which was why i got so frustrated in the morning . i told myself tht it's ok though. wouldnt want smth like tht to ruin my first day of sch. so went on, went on, went on to the bus stop texting khai and listening to some AAR .
my phone time was messed up ever since bali , so i wasnt so sure what time it was. (i usually leave at 6:24 phone clock) but then i saw the usual ppl at the bus stop, and as i watched them board their usual buses (which came accordingly like before the june hols...) , i alr knew what time it was, so yeah .
one month sure felt like one day .
and it was so dream-like , like as if the holidays never existed .
english teacha changed from ms foo to mr syafie. aside from tht , every other subject has the same teachas. first period was mt , and i was looking forward to walking past 3/3 to see my khai , but ms junainah lectured us until tht one period was over, and then it was english.
mr lim didnt seem too happy at physics cos we all never did his hols hw. in fach he was pretty pissed i might say .
recess was normal as always , listened to some dubstep in mega bass , and the experience is just... Woah. like really, woah. try it! it's so WOAH !
ss was alright , just Tht i didnt understood map reading. sometimes i get really upset at the fact tht i'm not a normal-speed learner. it never bothered me as much , but i'm getting really frustrated. like teeth-gritting , heavy-breathing kind of frustrated. n levels is on its way , for god's sake.
for once maths was humouring , cos ms huang was swinging her hand showing us the stuff on the board when her hand whacked the whiteboard ledge. and it was loud! i was sitting right in front of her , and im sorry tht i seriously laughed like shit at her. X:
blah3 , assembly , not much, just Tht i hit jonathan lee (who was sitting infronta me) and qianying (who was sitting behind) alot of times, hard, and didnt bother saying sorry . and i saw tht khai had to stand up xD
aft sch i was walking at the stairs , turned the corner and the first thing i saw as khai . i immediately smiled , like i really smiled sia i tell you. then he told me he go eat first , so i waited at canteen , then idk what happened and i was at the bus stop with lots of ppl.
i actually said straight to khai , "i love u" , and im so proud of myself for tht . sure it may seem like nth but i gathered lots of guts to do tht and he had a bad day so it might have lightened his spirits , idk. i hope tht was the case though, hehe.
a simple word won't turn back the hands of the clock.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
i went back to pri sch in last night's dream.
i was in my P6 classroom , along with two other ppl whom i cant rmb alr. there were many cockroaches scurrying around the floor , tables and windows. the ppl i was with were saying smth abt some douche leaving them behind as experiments.
i saw glass jars on the tables, with roaches inside them as well . one of the ppl i was with, let's name them Z and X , Z said, "omg why did he leave these pearls in with the cockroaches?" , to which X replied; "they're eggs." my dream self thought to herself, "and each egg contains 40 more baby roaches..." uh huh, can u imagine?
and then what ah? they stayed in the classroom while i walked out to the stairs near the toilets. i bumped into some pri sch friends, one of them being the infamous darrell kong. we both talked and walked down the stairs holding hands, though idk why, and when we got at the bottom laughing , he pulled my face down and kissed me on the cheek .
as i walked to the canteen alone i wondered to myself, "why the hell did so many ppl kiss me today?" cos if i aint wrong many of my pri sch friends , female and male , kept kissing me on the cheeks in tht dream. uh huh.
next , i walked out the gates and started walking the route tht i always took back then when gg home. alot of ppl were at the basketball court near my house when i was passing by it, including maya. she was barefoot ; she came over and told me tht she wanted to put on shoes.
followed her into my house lift , where i got scolded for pressing the 13th floor button. it resulted in her refusing to get off my own house floor , idk why. but her face seemed pissed .
hm, and then i rmb being in a shop and looking at some chocolates , think was deciding to buy for someone or smth like tht.
so yeah , i think tht's all for last night/this morning. woke up with the piano dubstep tht i was last listening to playing in my head.
i was in my P6 classroom , along with two other ppl whom i cant rmb alr. there were many cockroaches scurrying around the floor , tables and windows. the ppl i was with were saying smth abt some douche leaving them behind as experiments.
i saw glass jars on the tables, with roaches inside them as well . one of the ppl i was with, let's name them Z and X , Z said, "omg why did he leave these pearls in with the cockroaches?" , to which X replied; "they're eggs." my dream self thought to herself, "and each egg contains 40 more baby roaches..." uh huh, can u imagine?
and then what ah? they stayed in the classroom while i walked out to the stairs near the toilets. i bumped into some pri sch friends, one of them being the infamous darrell kong. we both talked and walked down the stairs holding hands, though idk why, and when we got at the bottom laughing , he pulled my face down and kissed me on the cheek .
as i walked to the canteen alone i wondered to myself, "why the hell did so many ppl kiss me today?" cos if i aint wrong many of my pri sch friends , female and male , kept kissing me on the cheeks in tht dream. uh huh.
next , i walked out the gates and started walking the route tht i always took back then when gg home. alot of ppl were at the basketball court near my house when i was passing by it, including maya. she was barefoot ; she came over and told me tht she wanted to put on shoes.
followed her into my house lift , where i got scolded for pressing the 13th floor button. it resulted in her refusing to get off my own house floor , idk why. but her face seemed pissed .
hm, and then i rmb being in a shop and looking at some chocolates , think was deciding to buy for someone or smth like tht.
so yeah , i think tht's all for last night/this morning. woke up with the piano dubstep tht i was last listening to playing in my head.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
cosfest 2011 !
yeah, the title says it all.
went to downtown east to go to the annual cosplay festival (tht should be what CosFest stands for right?) with siying , timothy and syafiq . for once i was the one waiting for siying, and im proud of tht. waited a long time too!
texted syafiq to find out his whereabouts, and we got it but we didnt get him. timothy came before we found syafiq , and we were all asking each other "where is he sia ???" when i saw him strolling right behind timothy.
so, yeah, took as many pics as possible, siying was gg crazy cos there were so many ppl cosplaying her vocaloid twins.
i dont watch alot of the popular anime anymore, so i didnt see alot of cosplayers whom i recognized. these are just Some of the few tht i did. enma ai sia!
but guess what !? i saw a group of ppl cosplaying dynasty warriors sia! and one of them was wang yuanji ! i was like, "omg omg omg take take take! take the blue one!" and then i turned into jakonist fangirl mode.
abt some time later took a break and went ehub with siying , bought old chang kee and went to the 5th floor to slack while eating. there was a giant moth whose picture i tried to take, but as always my hand was shivering and most of the pics were blur until i eventually got one.
went back to d'marquee, where siying went crazy running around taking pics again. the dynasty warriors were still there, and i kept gg back to the area tht they were hanging around at.
wang yuanji has a nice back view.
went in the dome to slack at one corner with timothy and two of his friends, one of whom was cosplaying some naruto character whose name i have forgotten. everyone was gathering around him when he was asleep, cos yeah, he looked so cute.
hm, some time later, went out again and i finally took a picture with wang yuanji !
the biggest joy of cosplay is when u meet ur fave character and pretend tht it's really the person whom u admire so much in a video game.
walked around some more to see the sun shining down on the lawn in front of the dome. siying really took alot of pics , so much more than the videos i took.
just Before the event ended, stood there camwhoring with siying and timothy before gg fish and co to eat.
oh, syafiq went home early.
chit chatted alot at fish and co , and then walked to ws , said bye to siying at bus no. 12, took 358 with tim and then blah3 i am home.
today's viary!
went to downtown east to go to the annual cosplay festival (tht should be what CosFest stands for right?) with siying , timothy and syafiq . for once i was the one waiting for siying, and im proud of tht. waited a long time too!
texted syafiq to find out his whereabouts, and we got it but we didnt get him. timothy came before we found syafiq , and we were all asking each other "where is he sia ???" when i saw him strolling right behind timothy.
so, yeah, took as many pics as possible, siying was gg crazy cos there were so many ppl cosplaying her vocaloid twins.
i dont watch alot of the popular anime anymore, so i didnt see alot of cosplayers whom i recognized. these are just Some of the few tht i did. enma ai sia!
but guess what !? i saw a group of ppl cosplaying dynasty warriors sia! and one of them was wang yuanji ! i was like, "omg omg omg take take take! take the blue one!" and then i turned into jakonist fangirl mode.
abt some time later took a break and went ehub with siying , bought old chang kee and went to the 5th floor to slack while eating. there was a giant moth whose picture i tried to take, but as always my hand was shivering and most of the pics were blur until i eventually got one.
went back to d'marquee, where siying went crazy running around taking pics again. the dynasty warriors were still there, and i kept gg back to the area tht they were hanging around at.
wang yuanji has a nice back view.
went in the dome to slack at one corner with timothy and two of his friends, one of whom was cosplaying some naruto character whose name i have forgotten. everyone was gathering around him when he was asleep, cos yeah, he looked so cute.
hm, some time later, went out again and i finally took a picture with wang yuanji !
the biggest joy of cosplay is when u meet ur fave character and pretend tht it's really the person whom u admire so much in a video game.
walked around some more to see the sun shining down on the lawn in front of the dome. siying really took alot of pics , so much more than the videos i took.
just Before the event ended, stood there camwhoring with siying and timothy before gg fish and co to eat.
oh, syafiq went home early.
chit chatted alot at fish and co , and then walked to ws , said bye to siying at bus no. 12, took 358 with tim and then blah3 i am home.
today's viary!
a beautiful cat silhouette .
last night's dream was situated in another country again , and i think it was malaysia as well. i was in a hotel where the number 110 was a blessing . i cant rmb what room we got, but there were little shops by the lobby and shop number 110 had a lot of people.
at one point i was following my grandma around the little shops , when she said tht she wanted to go back to her hotel room. i went inside this sort of train station, thinking tht it would bring us back to the hotel rooms.
it turned out, it was a train , but a bus. i cant describe it. this bus went on all the way back to singapore, and i rmb sitting right at the back of the upper deck, and facing out the little window at the back . i recall tht the bus was on the highway .
u will never know how high i felt at tht point in time.
there were some other girls on the bus, other than me and my grandma, and those girls were in my way when i wanted to get down from tht seat. i remember pushing them off just When i saw a large black cat , sort of like tiger sized , out the window. tht picture is still very very clear in my mind right now. its outline against the sky .... so beautiful .
at another point i saw a tiger among the grass by the roadside , and aft the bus passed tht , it passed a tourist who just Fainted when we went past her . i rmb thinking to myself tht i wanted to get off and help her, cos of the tiger.
idk , a moment later my grandma and i got off at a bus stop tht resembled kallang mrt station. we went to its toilet, where i bumped into hafiz azhar and asleah . (uhm, the toilet was unisex.) hafiz was saying, "you know aye, if u were a nigga you would be smoking with me right now."
my grandma and i went thru the gantries and searched for the counter tht would sell us tickets to get back to the hotel tht we were at. but unfortunately, none of them did. it turned out tht tht wasnt the right stop to have had alighted at .
i got really frustrated and started to loiter , just Loiter around the mrt station, and then suddenly i was awake.
at one point i was following my grandma around the little shops , when she said tht she wanted to go back to her hotel room. i went inside this sort of train station, thinking tht it would bring us back to the hotel rooms.
it turned out, it was a train , but a bus. i cant describe it. this bus went on all the way back to singapore, and i rmb sitting right at the back of the upper deck, and facing out the little window at the back . i recall tht the bus was on the highway .
u will never know how high i felt at tht point in time.
there were some other girls on the bus, other than me and my grandma, and those girls were in my way when i wanted to get down from tht seat. i remember pushing them off just When i saw a large black cat , sort of like tiger sized , out the window. tht picture is still very very clear in my mind right now. its outline against the sky .... so beautiful .
at another point i saw a tiger among the grass by the roadside , and aft the bus passed tht , it passed a tourist who just Fainted when we went past her . i rmb thinking to myself tht i wanted to get off and help her, cos of the tiger.
idk , a moment later my grandma and i got off at a bus stop tht resembled kallang mrt station. we went to its toilet, where i bumped into hafiz azhar and asleah . (uhm, the toilet was unisex.) hafiz was saying, "you know aye, if u were a nigga you would be smoking with me right now."
my grandma and i went thru the gantries and searched for the counter tht would sell us tickets to get back to the hotel tht we were at. but unfortunately, none of them did. it turned out tht tht wasnt the right stop to have had alighted at .
i got really frustrated and started to loiter , just Loiter around the mrt station, and then suddenly i was awake.
Friday, June 24, 2011
aw i spent the evening with my khai again ((: was kind of upset tht we canceled at first cos shan was too late. but in the end still met up! i walked to our usual place in my n-o-r-m-a-l speed. if u rmb what it is.
khai scared the shit out of me when he tapped my shoulder , and i actually jumped. and then as always stood there in the sun, talking and laughing over random stuff . today i didnt sit there though, i also dk why.
me: why can't we go to sch rooftops in singapore?
him: bcos they are scared tht ppl like you go up there and daydream.
ok tht really made me laugh! i still smile in remembrance. he made me laugh alot, i just Cant seem to rmb reasons. i jakonist with his DSLR , and at one point had to crawl under cos i dropped his lens cover thingy .
the sun was in our faces , to my joy but not to his.
and when we parted, he kissed my forehead as promised.
made my day!
aw ... he's my khai. ♥
khai scared the shit out of me when he tapped my shoulder , and i actually jumped. and then as always stood there in the sun, talking and laughing over random stuff . today i didnt sit there though, i also dk why.
me: why can't we go to sch rooftops in singapore?
him: bcos they are scared tht ppl like you go up there and daydream.
ok tht really made me laugh! i still smile in remembrance. he made me laugh alot, i just Cant seem to rmb reasons. i jakonist with his DSLR , and at one point had to crawl under cos i dropped his lens cover thingy .
the sun was in our faces , to my joy but not to his.
and when we parted, he kissed my forehead as promised.
made my day!
aw ... he's my khai. ♥
wanna see something !? i never knew tht if my curtains were drawn apart at a certain distance at a certain time, i would see this.
yes, it fascinates me.
and idk why i've not seen it before.
it stretches all the way to the other end of my room! this was taken with khai's cammie, when i was still in bed. i keep it at my bedside . aw...
one of my overseas friends, raz badiyan (the aussie) just Told me tht she's covering TFT's "pages" on violin. i cant wait for tht alr. she's gonna be uploading more violin covers onto her channel, so the least i could do is give her my support (:
yes, it fascinates me.
and idk why i've not seen it before.
it stretches all the way to the other end of my room! this was taken with khai's cammie, when i was still in bed. i keep it at my bedside . aw...
one of my overseas friends, raz badiyan (the aussie) just Told me tht she's covering TFT's "pages" on violin. i cant wait for tht alr. she's gonna be uploading more violin covers onto her channel, so the least i could do is give her my support (:
for one second i was ice skating and then BAM ! it was the end of the world.
alrighty, i was on a trip last night. in my dreams. went to some other country , should be malaysia (though it didnt look like it) cos i was staying in my second cousin's house, and i know she lives in KL. her name's maizurah; daughter of my mom's cousin. thus, she my second cousin.
i rmb standing in fronta a mirror, texting someone whom i cant rmb alr. said smth like, "shit, i'll be sleeping alone tonight."
and then suddenly i was tying on shoelaces of an ice skating shoe. i was sad at the time if i aint wrong, and it was quite late at night uh. the sky was dark and the skating rink didnt have alot of people. i skated for quite some time, and my dream self was seriously thinking alot.
some time later mai came running to me and was like, "eindah where were you !? we've been looking all over for you!" i dont rmb answering, but she pulled me to this restaurant where she queued up cos she wanted order food i think .
there was a sort of aquarium next door, i wondered off and went to see the fishes in the tank. i rmb thinking abt how sad the fishes look .
mai had her eye on me the whole time (i rmb tht the wall between the aquarium and restaurant was a glass wall) , and then came along my mom, who distracted her by talking to her. i walked out of the aquarium and saw a baby shark on the floor.
alrighty, aft tht i dont rmb much.
soon aft, i was watching tv in some room tht resembled my living room. i rmb tht no matter what channel i switched to, it was all showing stuff like ppl dying over tsunamis and stuff. most of the disasters were related to water. i rmb tht very clearly.
the thing tht i recall the most is the one abt this giant shark species tht were killing some tourists tht were underwater. i cant rmb why they were, i think it was some sort of tour thing. i cant describe the way tht those fish called the humans. it's indescribable... like i said, only the dreamer will know the real fear of her nightmare.
i woke up at 6, immediately texting khai aft realizing tht i was alr in my own room. the sounds of the ppl screaming could still be heard and i was kinda traumatized -.- i know tht it was just A dream and tht i shouldnt take it seriously. but still ...
getting a little heavy-eyed right now. khai's at npcc anyways, so... nights!
alrighty, i was on a trip last night. in my dreams. went to some other country , should be malaysia (though it didnt look like it) cos i was staying in my second cousin's house, and i know she lives in KL. her name's maizurah; daughter of my mom's cousin. thus, she my second cousin.
i rmb standing in fronta a mirror, texting someone whom i cant rmb alr. said smth like, "shit, i'll be sleeping alone tonight."
and then suddenly i was tying on shoelaces of an ice skating shoe. i was sad at the time if i aint wrong, and it was quite late at night uh. the sky was dark and the skating rink didnt have alot of people. i skated for quite some time, and my dream self was seriously thinking alot.
some time later mai came running to me and was like, "eindah where were you !? we've been looking all over for you!" i dont rmb answering, but she pulled me to this restaurant where she queued up cos she wanted order food i think .
there was a sort of aquarium next door, i wondered off and went to see the fishes in the tank. i rmb thinking abt how sad the fishes look .
mai had her eye on me the whole time (i rmb tht the wall between the aquarium and restaurant was a glass wall) , and then came along my mom, who distracted her by talking to her. i walked out of the aquarium and saw a baby shark on the floor.
alrighty, aft tht i dont rmb much.
soon aft, i was watching tv in some room tht resembled my living room. i rmb tht no matter what channel i switched to, it was all showing stuff like ppl dying over tsunamis and stuff. most of the disasters were related to water. i rmb tht very clearly.
the thing tht i recall the most is the one abt this giant shark species tht were killing some tourists tht were underwater. i cant rmb why they were, i think it was some sort of tour thing. i cant describe the way tht those fish called the humans. it's indescribable... like i said, only the dreamer will know the real fear of her nightmare.
i woke up at 6, immediately texting khai aft realizing tht i was alr in my own room. the sounds of the ppl screaming could still be heard and i was kinda traumatized -.- i know tht it was just A dream and tht i shouldnt take it seriously. but still ...
getting a little heavy-eyed right now. khai's at npcc anyways, so... nights!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
strange dream. it's all flashing in my mind but i cant put it in words. i cant find the right words. i might be able to , later on though. oh well.
so imma be posting some random pics in here right now. there's nothing else occupying me. i'm done with the PS3 for the afternoon.
no matter what the situation, just Jump.
even if it's off a cliff, God will teach you how to fly.
[only the second pic is taken with a DSLR. the rest is with phones.]
so imma be posting some random pics in here right now. there's nothing else occupying me. i'm done with the PS3 for the afternoon.
no matter what the situation, just Jump.
even if it's off a cliff, God will teach you how to fly.
[only the second pic is taken with a DSLR. the rest is with phones.]
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
a little obsession with DW7.
i've become obsessed with dynasty warriors lately.
wang yuanji from jin 's my favourite :D
it's fun playing as her , she's awesome! and i love all her attacks :D
she's one strong character , always taking on the big bosses on her own , all at once xD (ahem, actually who's the one who is controlling her ah?)
wang yuanji from jin 's my favourite :D
it's fun playing as her , she's awesome! and i love all her attacks :D
she's one strong character , always taking on the big bosses on her own , all at once xD (ahem, actually who's the one who is controlling her ah?)
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
sup homies .
i dont even know what tht means.
alright, went down to mac's with shushan and siying for awhile to get started on the CME project tht ms junainah gave to us a second before the last bell of the semester rang. ate first of cos, upsizing just Bcos i wanted the purple cup, and oil splashing from mcspicy to shan's arm.
and then blah3, transferred to another table cos it had more SPACE .
i never knew tht the bin HAD tht on it!
went to the second floor of the CC awhile, to camwhore, cos cme projects aint as interesting.
both guys and girls like to camwhore in toilets aye.
came over to my house, thought of continuing the damn project, but they ended up reading comics on my bed, while i was playing with my khai's cammie. (still being very jakonist over it) got pretty pissed at han botak , cos he seriously likes all of my posts.
occasionally filmed them, disturbed them , and then blah3, shushan left. siying decided to stay til she was done with the comic tht she was reading , which wasnt until 5 PM. and then she went off ): and then i was alone, cos nazriq was asleep and khai was at npcc .
here's today's viary!
i dont even know what tht means.
alright, went down to mac's with shushan and siying for awhile to get started on the CME project tht ms junainah gave to us a second before the last bell of the semester rang. ate first of cos, upsizing just Bcos i wanted the purple cup, and oil splashing from mcspicy to shan's arm.
and then blah3, transferred to another table cos it had more SPACE .
i never knew tht the bin HAD tht on it!
went to the second floor of the CC awhile, to camwhore, cos cme projects aint as interesting.
both guys and girls like to camwhore in toilets aye.
came over to my house, thought of continuing the damn project, but they ended up reading comics on my bed, while i was playing with my khai's cammie. (still being very jakonist over it) got pretty pissed at han botak , cos he seriously likes all of my posts.
occasionally filmed them, disturbed them , and then blah3, shushan left. siying decided to stay til she was done with the comic tht she was reading , which wasnt until 5 PM. and then she went off ): and then i was alone, cos nazriq was asleep and khai was at npcc .
here's today's viary!
Monday, June 20, 2011
kind of awoke at 4 am this morning. tried to go back to sleep, but the dream tht i had wouldnt stop flashing in my mind. decided to listen to some music for awhile, before turning on the comp after 2 hours of a shuffled playlist.
around 7 i started getting this wanna-vomit-for-no-reason feeling. fell asleep in the midst of texting khai , and then awoke to 24 new messages (actually it's just Two). then blah3 , oh yeah! come, i share u my dream.
ok, i was in another country. very beachy and all tht, and i was kinda walking by the shops by the beach... and then i saw tft. either i saw them or i was with them all along lah, cant rmb. they were talking abt christopher having a girlfriend, and then maika was saying tht i was jealous -.-
k, tht's all i want share. awesome ppl get lazy too u know.
sat on bed all morning, texting my khai and doing all those normal lazy-to-get-outta-bed stuff.. i even found time to play with the cammie tht he lent me.
alright, was like chatting with khai on msn when my mom announced tht she wanted to go to tamp. once she said tht i told myself tht i needa use the opportunity to get her to buy me cookies, so i decided to tag along.
aft eating i regretted, bcos she wanted to get her hair and eyebrows done, which meant tht i either had to sit at the shop waiting for her, walk around on my own, or get mine done too. of course the last option was definitely out, and the other two were kinda time-wasting, so i decided to go home. took 3, and listened to music on the long journey.
gosh, ppl have to learn to give way .
and tht's it for today i guess. oh btw, there was a cute pair of twins at famous amos! one made my cookies and one attended to me. haha :D
around 7 i started getting this wanna-vomit-for-no-reason feeling. fell asleep in the midst of texting khai , and then awoke to 24 new messages (actually it's just Two). then blah3 , oh yeah! come, i share u my dream.
ok, i was in another country. very beachy and all tht, and i was kinda walking by the shops by the beach... and then i saw tft. either i saw them or i was with them all along lah, cant rmb. they were talking abt christopher having a girlfriend, and then maika was saying tht i was jealous -.-
k, tht's all i want share. awesome ppl get lazy too u know.
sat on bed all morning, texting my khai and doing all those normal lazy-to-get-outta-bed stuff.. i even found time to play with the cammie tht he lent me.
alright, was like chatting with khai on msn when my mom announced tht she wanted to go to tamp. once she said tht i told myself tht i needa use the opportunity to get her to buy me cookies, so i decided to tag along.
aft eating i regretted, bcos she wanted to get her hair and eyebrows done, which meant tht i either had to sit at the shop waiting for her, walk around on my own, or get mine done too. of course the last option was definitely out, and the other two were kinda time-wasting, so i decided to go home. took 3, and listened to music on the long journey.
gosh, ppl have to learn to give way .
and tht's it for today i guess. oh btw, there was a cute pair of twins at famous amos! one made my cookies and one attended to me. haha :D
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