i'm gg to push the blame on someone now.

this is all irshad's fault.

he made me like him. made me fall in love with him again and again, came back each time. promised me many things.

made me believe he really loved me.
he pressed the button.

and he left.
he jaywalked.

when i needed him more than anything or anyone else in the world.
just as the red man turned green.

and i crumble, pulling everything and everyone else around me.
and a dozen cars

but we all blamed the whole world.
wait

except for him.
for an invisible man

to walk

across.

this is all his fault. tht boy caused all this. the most handsome boy i've ever met. the most heartless man in the world.

it's all his fault. all the drivers should get out of the cars and chase aft tht man.

and kill him .

kill... irshad. kill Irshad. kill Muhammad Irshad B Noorhalim .

it's all .... his ... fault.

i know it's not, but it makes me feel better.