a dream of the least expected.

so i dreamt this morning, and it made me wake up at 1.24 am.

someone had brought me to the zoo, can you guess who it was? we were walking toward this wall that had the word Zoo on it, and then he told me to jump over it cause that's the only way in, so i did, right after him.

an orang utan was also jumping in at the same time, and we must have shocked the shit out it cause it placed a hand over its heart and stared at us wide-eyed. and then it smiled and bowed, gesturing into the zoo with the welcome look.

i had said thank you to it, and then he took my hand and brought me to the glass, where there were two women playing with this cheetah. i remember very clearly it was a cheetah.

at first it had looked bored, watching the two women cooing over it. then one of them attempted to pat it, and that was when i had said to the boy i was with, "hey, it doesn't look too happy."

the cheetah, who had been lying down, started to sit up. the women continued to coo over it, and i saw it frown. i started saying to the boy i was with, "eh, eh. it looks angry. it looks angry!"

the big cat started pacing menacingly towards the women, and the woman who had tried to pat him earlier started to look scared as well, and she and the other were walking backwards.

i saw the cheetah pounce on her, and that was when i whipped my head around so i wouldn't see anything.

i started screaming, "i don't want to see anything! she's going to die!" and then i wouldn't stop screaming, not even when the boy i was with held me in his arms. i was wriggling away trying to squirm my way out of his grip, screaming non-stop about not wanting to see anything.

eventually my screams started to get covered by that of the women.

i remember being very scared. i covered my eyes and kept screaming til i saw an exit at the corner of my eye, and i immediately dashed out, and guess what i yelled at that moment?

can't remember my exact words, but i had yelled out something about not wanting 'Irfan noorhalim there, but The Boy.

get it? so, this dream hadn't consisted of The Boy. only his freaking twin bro. but it still made me cry.