happiness .

i slept during recess today, with my freaking contacts sekali. i kinda jerked awake, like seriously jerked til i was sitting up, and then across the block, some sec 3 or 4 dude was like smirking at my direction, bloody hell.

i wonder what i was dreaming of.

somehow feel so distant from my classmates now. farhan popped by earlier during maths, but like, i have no reaction at all. aaahhhhh why am i distancing myself from others?

forgive the urgency, but hurry up and wave, cause my heart is starting to separate.

nowadays my mom's moodswing been getting really weirder and weirder. i dont know what to say alr. just tht, i must have gotten this weird moodswing gene from her. kill me alr.

hmm, i am sleepy .

i miss P.E. on friday afternoons. i miss P.E. on friday afternoons with 4/2. i miss 4/2 2011. i miss 2011.

ahhhhh kill me alr sch sucks aaaahhhhhhh i am so bored. o yeah! was walking at dte earlier, and syazie and i spotted deekosh. holy shit sia. i was like gg all jakonist mode. he's tall sia!

anyhoos. i am bored.

careful child, light the fuse but get away, cause happiness throws a shower of sparks. happiness, damn near, destroys you and breaks your faith to pieces on the floor. it has a violent roar.

it's like the old man told me: "look for it, but you'll never find it all. let it go; live your life then leave it, and one day, you'll wake up to see the happiness... is home." Happiness, The Fray .

i've got cuts on my calf, or whatever the back of your legs are called. mysterious cuts, and i hate the fact tht sweat keeps gg in, it hurts.

GAH I AM SO BORED I HATE SCH , SCH SUCKS.

mr syafie had bumped into one of my post its which i had written: "i give up. i hate sch." he gave me a look, took out his pen and wrote, "QUIT THEN." with this little angry face.

blasting some imogen heap now. reminds me of muzzy, somehow. wonder what happened to him.

okokokokok . i am damn tired. have yet to pack my bag for tmrw. but o well, let's go to sleep now. soooooooo tired, had a little escapade with the most awesome childhood friend in the world.

*yawns*