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heidiho!

it is a wonderful day so far. first things first, two videos have been uploaded. grad night speech, and my grad night surprise. for your sakes, imma be the kind-hearted soul tht i always am and shall emb these two vids in here right now.

grad nite speech


grad nite vid surprise


well, it is over. i wont mourn over the fact tht my GNV wasnt shown on grad nite anymore. mhmm! uhhuh!

ok, where was i ? i've finished reading "the crossing places" :3 it's the same genre as the darkening! but i still dk what the genre is specifically, bloody hell. o well.

idk what topic to philosophy abt today. although there were actually many meaningful phrases quoted in the crossing places, i get what they mean but i cant seem to put it in simpler terms, you know? hmn.

oh, nvm. relationships. let's talk abt relationships.

i think it's true tht we shouldnt really get into one at young ages. yes, our parents say it is because we have to focus on our education and all tht first. i agree with tht, but tht is not exactly the main reason. to me.

i mean, it's not like everyone cares abt education right? not giving firetrucks abt ur education aint an excuse to be allowed to get into an early relationship. get what i mean?

to me, the real reason why we shouldnt get into early relationships is for the love. simple yet extreme isnt it? yes, it's cause of the love.

one obvious elaboration is, if you really love the person, you'd wait. you guys would be having feelings for each other, but you wait for the future before getting all serious. cos if you get all serious now,

ok, nvm. i find it quite horrible tht i am talking abt this, when i myself am in a relationship at a young age. gah. k, we move on ok? we find another topic ok?

oh. a trend on z twitta is #thingsthtneedtoend. let's talk abt tht shall we !

ok, things tht need to end. to me, the answer is simple: nothing.
simple, yet extreme, yes, tht's what i always say.

nothing needs to end. everything deserves to go on. whether it is a legend, a friendship, or the ocean. they all deserve not to end. but always, somehow, someway or another, these things surely end.

a story has to end. a song has to end. a life has to end. although they dont deserve it, they arent able to go on anymore. why is tht so? why must things come to an end? why cant they go on, and on, and on, and continue doing/being what they are?

ironically, there is no end to an 'end'. why is it tht, something tht has put a stop to everything deserves to go on and on forever? not very fair isnt it.

so what im tryna say is, nothing needs to end, apart from endings itself. of course, we cant do much abt it, because these little things, no matter how great, will still end. it would be exhausting to keep up a story, or a song, or a life.

they will end.
but they doesnt mean they need to end.