currently tengan merajuk. dont ask why. i shall just blog abt today in the normal tone.

woke up in the morn, went to do all the usual morning stuff, wanted to eat smth, heeding shad's advice, but i couldnt find anything light, so i just went off to the bus stop with just clorets. i was just on time today, not early like i always am.

was playing with my (shad's) hoodie zip when nazrul saw me, i was like woah, hi. then i thought he went off alr, but in the midst of my humming i realized tht he was still there, staring at me, so i was again like woah, hi.

today's am shift is with suriani, haryani, changyuan, and nazrul. i got ball pool, aft arranging the stuff in a more presentable way, went over to the other stations to disturb the rest. then i went to AH to disturb suriani.

i regret, cos she told me to go up one round. i was watching changyuan swing from one stop to another, i told suriani i wanted to try tht. along came haryani and nazrul. then the former went to disturb suriani and changyuan who were on AH.

nazrul asked me whether i am muzzy's cousin. i said no. hahahahaha.

then haryani and suriani came over to me and told me to go up one round. i made the former go first, and the latter aft me, heh. suriani was able to wear the child harnest sey! woah!

ok uh, aft haryani went, i made my step. was almost reaching the next stop when my foot slipped and i was screaming for my life! (at this point of time, EK hasnt opened, so there aint anyone, thts why we were all fooling around)

i didnt want to move sia, my legs were caught in a very awkward position. haryani tried to grab me but i didnt want to let go of the safety wire. suriani said i was like a cat mewing -___-

by the time i was safely put in the next stop, haryani and suriani was laughing so i couldnt help laughing as well. though it was scary , it was funny too! nazrul was laughing as well, and during the time i was hanging on, changyuan was there too and i know he couldnt tahan his laughter.

ok uh, in the end i did complete AH like finally! although it was damn scary, but it was a new experience la. thanks to haryani and suriani ! o and one part, haryani tossed me from one stop to another, tht was damn bloody fun sia!

next time imma swing like changyuan (;

and then ppl started coming in, so went to our respective stations. i bruised the area above my shin. there's no visible bruise yet la, but the pain is there.

today i got damn pissed at this one kid who seriously wanted to irritate the shit out of me. good thing i controlled tht anger, mindset mindset. and someone puked in the ballpool. had to call the cleaner and then had to prevent kids from gg in.

during my break, went to buy OCK, sat at staircase texting, before making my way to mac's to get myself a coke to drink on while staring at the big fish. heh, the first time i saw tht fish was on... 17th july, and i was like in love with it :3

not only was it big, but it was damn fast ! hehehe.

ok well anyways, made my way back to work, hoping irshad would make it. took over my station again, cos syafiq was covering me. and then in the midst, received a text from irshad saying he wont be able to make it.

idk why uh. but i cried. i fucking cried at my effing workplace sia, bloody hell.

thankfully it was just a few mins, i picked myself up again and went to scold some annoying kid who was tossing them balls outta the pool. but still couldnt help feeling real sad.

at 3.30 plus, was talking to suriani and syafiq who were at AH, when i saw some kid tossing balls out again. went to scold, and then went to pick up the balls cos i kasi muka (if not i would have asked him to pick up) .

then when i turn around, i saw some dude sitting at where i was sitting at earlier, staring back at me. i was stunned, cos i didnt see him come at all, so i stared back at him. then i tilted my head and frowned and was like, "who are you?"

he was like, "bennicker." and i was like o! so quickly picked up all the balls and went over to him. then taught him some of the basic ballpool stuff. didnt realize it was 4 til suriani told me! so said bye to her cos she was extended til 6, and syafiq who was doing midshift.

went to entrance where haryani, nazrul and jinghui were at, helped them with more of the envelope stuff, before gg to clock out with nazrul. haha he funny la, so clueless. scolded him cos he didnt turn off the walkie when someone was communicating, which meant a sudden outburst in the silent ops office -____-

went gr office, slacked awhile, asked why he added me on fb (he did, right aft the penin trip with shad and muzzy) and then he said it was a random add. so typical uh.

walked out, said bye, and at this point of time, i actually looked around for irshad. idk, i thought he would be giving me a surprise visit and tht the text saying he couldnt make it was just a joke. but nope. nada.

idk ah, i damn sad abt it sia! wanted to see him so damn badly, it's been a week since i last saw him. i cried some more at the bus stop, so silly i know. idk la eh. -__________________-