my best friend.

THAT is my best, best friend.

i met her nearly 4 years ago, but it feels like ive known her way longer than tht. i dont rmb the first time i ever talked to her, or what we used to talk abt, but i rmb when it was, which is home econs in sec 1.

she was my partner, and when she had on the cap, her face looked so damn malay. i rmb thinking to myself, how come ive never seen her in my mother tongue class? and i thought she looked pretty actually.

she's a damn funny person, although i used to think tht her jokes hurt my feelings a lot. we argued a lot in sec 1, first was abt a guy and second was abt a girl. (danish and priscilla...) tht was all silly, but it's good cause in the end our friendship just got stronger.

my friendship with her is another example of 'pull back, pull apart, again and again', cause tht was really how we were thru out the years.

in sec 2, she was the one who spent the most time with me. i confided in her a lot, we gossiped abt the same ppl and had the same stuff to say, and we had a lot in common. of course, most of the time we did disagree on some stuff la.

she spent every birthday with me. on my 13th, she was the one who patted my head when i recalled my older bro beating the crap out of me. she comforted me when asleah and farizah had st john stuff and couldnt spend the time with me.

on my 14th, she brought me shopping to bugis with her sister. she got me a book which ive always wanted before tht, and i still have it on display.

on my 15th, she taught me to cycle. at least tried to, cos i failed. i let her down then, but she still says she aint gonna stop teaching me the ways of the bike. sweet of her cos she just learnt a few months before she wanted to pass whatever knowledge she has to me.

on my 16th, she bought me pizza. she had asleah, shushan and my then bf to come over as a surprise, which was damn sweet.

she's been thru my crap the most. she was there thru all the brothers shit, thru all the guy shit, thru all the gossip shit, thru all the director shit, thru all the suicide shit. just all the shit. she's probably had enough eons ago, but she still tolerated.

i also wanna apologize to her. all this while ive always neglected her. siying, i know i aint there for you enough, because now we have jobs, and i have a boyfriend.

but i also wanna thank you, for giving me a lot. you gave me love, care, concern, hope, patience, and even when you scold me and hit me and called me idiot, it was all to get the sense knocked into my head.

thank you for being so bloody worried tht night when MKI called you, and for even telling my dad and bro abt it. for chasing aft me and pulling my hand when i cried on grad nite. for RD-ing with me, for laughing at my lame jokes, for pretending not to know me when i embarrass you in public, for letting me laugh and cry all i want.

thank you for all the memories, for the sleepover, for playing PS3 with me when my bro dont wanna, for letting me tell you all the sexy time stuff, for laughing at me instead of scolding me like what i thought you'd do. and i not only love you, i love your family too.

thank you for everything, this is for my very very best friend, the best friend of all my best friends: Loh Si Ying.

















imma stick with this girl for the rest of my life, no matter what, heheh!