a wake-up call to some. (esp me)

so today i was "the girl with the fever" for the first two periods of the day. apparently, "not feeling well" is always a direct translation to "fever".

i am eating right now, but still taking the time to blog because i love my Axes.

gastric was acting up suddenly, so i sat out P.E. again. my napfa tests are all in wreckage, apart from my sit-ups and sit-and-reach, which basically were the only stations i'd done all semester.

the teacher was mighty insistent on getting me to go to the sick bay. counter the persistence with your signature stubbornness, and there you have it. a turn of the back against the teacher, and a casual walk-off. i must admit, i was being attitudious. (i just invented that word)

i got damn irritated with the fact that mr syafie hadn't showed up for english class. i was looking forward to receiving my MYE results. o well.

slept in the classroom for the whole of recess, where two acts of kindness were embossed onto me:

1. someone had turned off the lights, but left the fans on. for some reason, i find that little gesture damn sweet.
2. these two councilours had took the initiative to come in and ask me if i were okay. remember the BBQ pit video? yeah, was... that girl. and... that guy. (i see their faces but i dont know how to describe.)

the next thing i knew, i was hearing many different voices, contradictory to the silence i was sleeping in. it was physics, and everyone was already creating chaos in the classroom. terpaksa menyedari diri kembali ke realiti. (is that right?)

had fallen asleep in lunch and art too, where miss christina chua was like, "EINDAH! STOP SLEEPING!" but i ended up falling back to slumber right after she screamed that. goodness. was exhausted.

when school was done, i dashed out, and guess what, i was literally the first out the front gate. alas, the bus stop soon started to crowd, and people were irritating me by standing close by, their bags shoved into my face. if not for the ounce of patience, i would have smacked the FREAKING--

i rushed like hell back home, before going out once again (yeah, still rushing like hell) to ehub. met up with Syamirul and bought tickets for.... THE AVENGERS! take that, my two bio brothers! (foster bro watched it alr as well, but i shall forgive him because he hadn't talked about how awesome it was in front of me. get it?)

Avengers, was, as they said, awesome indeed. truly, truly awesome. no, wait. awesome doesn't even begin to describe the WOAH! of the Avengers. get it?

captain america somehow reminds me of Christian Climer. he's the guitarist from There For Tomorrow. remember There For Tomorrow?

see the resemblance? i dont know if you do but i do.

walked with Syazim around, talking about life and its contents before splitzing somewhere near central. slacked at the es paris bus stop for awhile, writing in my diary til the bus came, bringing me back to this abode.

something simple that you do now will always make things difficult for you in the future.

like when you're removing your socks or pants. you have the choice of taking them out carefully in a way that they are removed properly and not inside out.

but sometimes you are lazy, so you leave them be. alas the next time you put them on again, you are in a rush so you end up getting frustrated that the socks/pants are inside out.

i've no idea why i'm giving you such a lame example when my main point is: suffer now and enjoy later or enjoy now and suffer later? 

that's what our teachers ask us all the time, isn't it?

so how was your mid year exams results thus far?

pleased, or rudely shocked?