i am SO angry with you all that i am not even gonna address you as my Axes now.

heidiho my Axes. how had your MT O Levels been? if it was good, good. if it was bad, you gave your best. either way, stop thinking about it already.

i'm exhausted!!! i think i'm just going for a nap today, after i do a little bit of reading. the current book i'm reading;

it's about this boy with superpowers, and discovers other people with gifts as well. and then... that's where i paused because i'd been busy .

my shoulders are injured, and earlier on Syazana's mom was talking and then she slapped my left shoulder. i'm like;

saw syazana laugh at me. yeah, it was funny, although it did hurt.

we went to see stuff at cotton on, and that was when i suddenly felt like going on a date. i mean yeah, i've been saying so constantly these days, but at that moment i really really really felt like going on one.

but i don't have a date. o well.

alright, that's it. after my O Levels, i'm going to write a book. i don't give a shit! i'm gonna write a book, and then make it into a film when i get older. i'll be the director, making sure every camera angle and shot is perfect.

i've been listening to some Apollo Drive. i really like this one, it's called Time.

maybe i'll put it as my blog song. but not so soon, since i'd just recently changed it to Papercut. but as you all know, i always put the song lyrics under the little music player by the side. the problem is i can't find the lyrics for Time.

hmm, maybe i'll just catch the lyrics by ear. okay, we'll see how things go.

there's june structured programme tomorrow. thinking positive, the bus ain't so crowded in the mornings because no other schools have such things. i just hope i don't bump into the douchebag though. seeing 'Irfan noorhalim would be fine, because fortunately for him i can tell them apart easily. ^^

am having a Capsizing the Sea/In Waves marathon right now.

aaahhhhh i am so bored. should i go read? i've got 6 more library books in my possession to read after i'm done with Dull Boy. i'm not rushing because they're all due in June... o holy shoot! i've got books due on the second of June! which is, uhm, like, coming, real fast?

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVES.

dadadum, da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da, dadadum , da-da, da-da-da-da-da, da, dadadum. 

i am humming In Waves. the first 6 seconds.

I AM SO BOOOOOOOOOOOORED.

hey, let's go on a date!

hey, if you guys like my blog, can you guys do something to indicate it or some shit like that? like seriously. your awkward silence is freaking me out. i have this stats shit, you know. if these stats are reality, it'd be like having you guys gathering around me, with masks on and staring at me as i talk, but just keeping quiet.

no, i am not your teacher. i am your friend, and i blog to share my thoughts with you. it is a conversation. i want you all to talk to me as well, to ask me questions, to give me your opinions, and to suggest things i can improve on. or at least help me spread this bloggie if you think my posts are worth sharing.

and if you have a blogger account, why don't you follow me? i follow back.

let me know if you guys want a tagboard or something, if that makes things easier for you to talk to me.

o, and to clarify something: i am not trying to be like Naomi Neo. i don't know when the hell she started blogging but i've been doing so since 2007, and way before we even knew of her existence. i just decided to publicize it only recently.

the whole ordeal with the douchebag and the naked mole rat plus NMR's little shish won't scare me into locking this blog of mine, no. it deserves to be read. in my humble opinion anyway.

so yeah. look at 109blackaxes as 109blackaxes, and E'indah as E'indah. i only look into my own life for inspiration, and not others'. i love writing, i love blogging, i love expressing my thoughts and emotions in ways that teach others not to make the same mistakes.

i care about my readers, not for their looks and social life, but for their well-being and mindset. if you guys bother to read and think about my posts, that is. if not, there's nothing i can do. i just share my life experiences hoping it'd leave a kind of impression on others.

i am one to talk, though. i told you guys not to sleep during your exam today but i did so myself. *look of remorse*

sayang kapak-kapak aku. *hugs*

no, wait. screw the bahasa already.

love my Axes.