Tuesday, March 13, 2012

off a little notebook from sanctuary .

you think he's really The One when you guys keep meeting each other, again and again, even aft each fall-out. even aft the fact tht he left you aft every critical moment, you still find yourself so willing to forgive him for leaving you behind. you find yourself believing him, again and again, even aft every lie he had just told you.

if you're positive, and have a mind set as such, you'll find yourself believing he's really The One. but is he, really? the fact tht he can make you feel all tht, make you lost like tht... doesnt it prove tht he's a douche who doesnt deserve you at all?

you came back to her each time you left her behind. she's always willing to welcome you back with her open arms with tht smile of hers. you dont think she's The One, you're letting God decide for you. but you're always getting reminded of her, she was the first girl you had hugged, held hands with, kissed, touched. you had said you really wanted to marry her.

each time you see her, you still get butterflies, even tho you were the one who had made the choice to separate from her. she loves you just as much, maybe a lot more, and you'll never find someone else who loves you tht much. but from the way you treat her all these years, dont you think you're just a douche who doesnt deserve her at all?

this wasnt what i had written in the airport ytd tho.

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