i miss being tht girl in the red specs.

but, i cant bring her back.

and i cant bring them back as well. or him . or you, the person whom i know will read this.

most of all i cant bring myself back.

not even halfway to my destination and i'm alr homesick. but i cant do anything abt it, because i'm alr too far off. might as well march on.

altho from time to time i am indeed looking back. walking backwards towards the destination, reaching out to home but still walking away.

ya Allah. i miss everything. everyone. i miss everyone so much.