today was a long day! i went sch! see? i told you i'd come sch! did practical for chemistry and physics. had four periods of maths today. did matrices, and i got a 100% for the quiz. went comp lab and slacked as always!

aft sch, was walking out of sch when ms junainah was looking for me. talked abt gnv, got damn sad cos she aint gonna use mine for grad night aft all. sad... but it's gonna be put into the cd aper entah.

kk. went home, speed bath, was putting on my shoes when shad arrived, blah3, red and black hoodie too short for him so i just dumped it back at the living room, and then blah3 walked to dte. thts one thing i love abt shad, he doesnt mind walking.

and i like it when he doesnt restrict me from many things tht i was once deprived of.

otw when walking, i nearly fell down, luckily i held his hand sey! if i really fell down funny sia. talked abt our past tgt , abt the time when we were with other ppl, abt philosophy stuff. i love talking with irshad. i always have.

he went to buy coke while i went to the ntuc office to take my pay, and then went to slack awhile til work started. blah3, work started.

found out smth new abt my colleagues. i never knew azreenie and wani were sisters sia, bloody hell! damn stunned when their other sister haryani told me like woah!

today was peak. thus, many many ppl. got damn frustrated with annoying kids and even more annoying parents.for some reason the kids were like damn stubborn today sia. usually talking nicely would be enough, but today i had to raise my voice.

hm, but i really like glaring at the kids. they get so scared and then they just Left my station.

a little before my supposedly break time, i nearly wanted to scream all vulgar at those kids sia. bloody kids. bloody parents -.- walkie-ed to DM saying the situation was getting out of hand and tht i couldnt handle it alone.

but they bloody pushed my break to 630 .

when i finally went for it, irshad was staring at me as i was putting on my shoes, then we went carpark rooftop to slack cos i didnt feel like eating. so long no slack at carpark rooftop with him! was supposed to be back at work by 710, but dragged til 725.

nearing closing time, ran around with farhan (ek dude, not my class one!) , there's still so many things which idk abt EK sia! then went to pick up balls, i damn penakot sia, i stuck with him thru out. tht time when helping jan also, i stayed with her thru out!

they're all really brave ppl . even though there's like so many scary shit tht happened at the place, they still dare to stay there alone. so professional. me? i keep on doa silently even with a colleague right next to me, and i even ask if can stick with them. -_-

then went into the pb room. (pb or bp room ah?) the floor is damn cold. tht's one thing i dislike abt tht room, but i like all the cool buttons and switches in tht room! then hayati showed the light switch for the whole park. damn cool !

once i put on my shoes, teros texted my shady, took bus home, blah3, then im home!

it still feels like a dream you know. me being with irshad... like woah! nono, not just woah, but like WOAH!

ppl are sure to talk if they know abt me being attached . cos its like i just broke with khairul. idk what they would think, they would think of many kinds of stories, but actually the truth is, i dont care what they think.

he was the one all along. he really was The One. i called him The One in those old diaries of mine. and he really is. what a miracle! it's a blessing !