this is what happened.
sooo. like some time ago i spent the day doing things which khairul forbade me from doing. walking alone, in the rain, all tht shit. and one of them was to have contact with irshad noorhalim. so i texted him.
confided all the shit in him. blah3, then ytd he asked me if im still doing my forbidden shit. so i was like yes indeedy i am, and we ended up slacking. and as you all know, i was damn bloody the depressed ytd over all the family shit.
i had nobody. went to guillemard awhile, and everyone was there, my grandmama, my aunt, the cats. but i was still sad ): soo. then in the midst, irshad suddenly texted me. sooo blah3, around 6 met with him.
so we were like walking to prp confiding all the shit into each other, talked abt our exes. and then when we were like sitting on the breakwaters, he put his head on my shoulder. i was like, stress right? he was like yes, then i put my head on his head.
then we started talking abt our sec 3 life, when we were siblings. and then we stared at each other in silence. and we kissed. yes, we kissed. our second kiss tgt, more than a year aft our first.
rmb the time when i asked him for stead, one year ago. he accepted. he took one year, but it was worth the wait. yes. and tht is how we got tgt. cos he was fucking there for me when i was damn bloody depressed !!!!!!!
oh and siying, i love you so much. you have no idea how much i love you, all of you. i am very, very sorry for my effed up shit these few days. okayyy. i dont want get all touchy-feely. you know what i wanna say la huh? *hugs*
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