last night was located at ehub carpark rooftop.

and who was there but all seven of my best friends :3 asleah, farizah, pearl, priscilla, sabrina, shushan and siying. it was nighttime and idk why ah, but the 8 of us were there, slacking and all. heheh. tht's damn rare in real life btw, fyi. right siying?

well anyway, currently i only rmb a few details uh. like farizah saying, "if we were able to rent a double decker bus, i'd drive it right here and throw a party in it!" at tht very second i thought it was a great idea, but of course we couldnt :3

we were all taking a parking lot each, lying down staring at the sky and just talking. i cant rmb what we were talking abt tho. but i rmb lying between siying and priscilla.

at one point we all sat up and gathered cos pearl wanted to tell ghost stories. we were sitting in a cozy little circle, and pearl was starting on her story when mrs sherri appeared.

she told us to clean up the mess tht we made with our stuff at our respective parking lots. we made it like our own house sey, serious shit, i saw the mess. at tht point in time pris was next to me, and then she pointed at siying and said, "you're kira arent you? go clean the mess!"

siying was standing up, but she also wanted to argue im sure, when mrs sherri broke into story mode.

she told us abt this boy, who was doing N levels. he was an art student, and he 'walked out on art, shut the door behind him, at 3PM', and according to her the N level art was at 3.30.

i had a flashback at tht point, and the boy literally walked out and shut the door behind him.

we were all staring up at mrs sherri, and then she said, "when he got his results, he just needed one more mark, and then he was able to go to sec 5. it was thanks to his walking out on art tht he went to ite."

she walked away mumbling smth, and then we were all like staring at each other... and then we went to clean up our stuff.

well anyway, a very very good morning to you all, although it is alr afternoon. what are my plans for today? nazriq just invited me go to whitesands to slack with him, how am i supposed to reject tht? this is a rare invitation nowadays.

idk when, but i wanna bring irshad to WW one day, i really wanna. he's not been there before, so i really wanna bring him there.

aside from tht, ive been thinking of the dream, and i think it's a really sweet one. first things first the 8 of us spending time like tht tgt. secondly, mrs sherri giving us encouragement thru stories. thirdly, it made me think more abt my decision between sec 5 and ite.

idk, i really dk.

i should be grateful tht i am an NA student and tht i have at least the opportunity to do my Os. damn, i know ive said i'll go to ite if i get 15 or above, and tht i'd go to sec 5 if 14 or below. but somehow it feels kinda wrong.

anyhoos. tmrw imma be working from 12-8, and 9.30-4 on tuesday. anybody wanna slack with me before/aft? quick, answer answer !

i kinda feel tht my workplace is the only place of solace i have nowadays. it's like, i love the ppl there, and i love my job. i feel like ive known them all for very long, and i feel like they're the only ppl ive ever known all my life.

it really feels like tht. even my classmates, aft grad nite it doesnt feel like tht anymore...

................... i need room to breathe.