Second birthday wish.

so i found the DVD for Ombak Rindu, and decided to watch that. i remember a time when everyone was talking about it, so i thought i'd give it a try.

i didn't get to focus much. the only things that bothered me were these two things: 1. they had been married for two years but the kitty cat didn't grow any bigger. 2. why didn't she bring along her kitty cat when she got chased out of the house?

the kitty cat was damn adorable! so manja.

oh yeah, another thing which got me wondering: how did the relationship between Harris and his birth father change after the revelation?

nevermind, i shall not crack my head over that. i'm resuming my studying now *proud grin* i think this September holidays is my chance for me to redeem myself in terms of studying. and speaking of which, i still don't have the freaking prelims exams timetable.

i know it's my fault for being absent from school so much, but i did ask for it. i still didn't get it, when everyone else already has. it's just so upsetting. o well. at least i know that's it starts right after school reopens. i'll make do with that fact.

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i want a kitty cat. i really want a cat, to accompany me when i'm feeling alone and lonely in my house.

i've read so many stories about cats saving the lives of people, from Cleo and Norton to Dewey and Ben. i don't need any of them, because one cat who would be able to save my life would be enough of a blessing.

each time i cry, i'd refuse to let anyone in the house look at me. but a cat...  a cat would be the most perfect friend to have at such times. a cat would just have to stare at me with that "god, you're so ugly when you cry" look and i would smile again.

if i had a cat, i will love and take care of him or her with all my heart and soul.

a cat. that's all i ask for now, since i can't have anyone more than that.

i actually cried earlier because of that. because i badly want a kitty to be my best friend. with my birthday month already going into its fourth day, i hope God would be kind enough to bestow a feline upon my life.

whether it's a he or she, young or old, Siamese or Scottishfold or a battered stray cat, as long as one enters my life, i promise i would not let the blessing be in vain.

i want a cat more than i want a boyfriend TT_TT