ain't in school, was so demotivated with what happened last night. bawled my eyes out, was trying so hard to hold the tears in but damn.
so here i am in the house, alone as always. do i have any plans? i should probably get something to eat, although as always i don't have much appetite. mee soto would be nice though.
i need to have interaction with a human now. and call me picky if you like, but i only want certain humans to interact with, not just anyone.
...granny should be on her way to KL by now. i'd wanted to follow, too. i guess my not going to school is a sort of rebellion against that.
if this is how i react to someone who wasn't so close to me, how would i react if it's someone who is?
i would have made the effort to take his hand had i known it would be the last time i'd see him.
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