today was actually... unexpected. that's the best word i can think of. most of the things which happened today had never crossed my thoughts as of late.
first off was the fact itself that i came to school on a Friday. how many non-exam Fridays have i skipped this year? i've lost count, there were too many.
next, i actually went to P.E. and had a lot of fun. i just watched the guys play soccer, but it was a good laugh and reminiscence of last year.
Jing Yu talked to me a lot, that was really unexpected. she asked me about my life and its contents, which i thought was really surprising.
i really miss taking videos of them playing soccer and all. really. there were many funny moments today which i found myself saying "i should have recorded that" to.
you can right click and open in new tab to zoom. just so you know i rarely scan my diary entries. in fact i don't think i've ever done that before. but i just thought you'd want to know my feelings at the time.
yupp. "they're here, but i'm not there."
during recess, i managed to eat. fowoo! been eons since i ate during recess. i bought takeaway and smuggled food to the gym area. i felt like a badass cause our discipline master was there below at the parade square. bwahah.
i changed into my PE shirt, cause i thought of sleeping after i eat. but there was not much time left.
well we had English afterwards, when the guys started spraying shit by the back door, which my place happened to be. i couldnt take the smell so i moved forward a bit. way forward.
Zharfan and Daniel talked to me. [i was sitting somewhere near them] and the former asked me questions so we had somewhat of a conversation. then we all talked with Ms Adimah too.
in the distance, Jing Yu and Jia Yao and everyone else around there were like laughing away and i actually walked towards them, probably to stick my nose in. when was the last time i did that?
i camwhored with Jing Yu, haha. been a while since i camwhored with a classmate in class. during lunch i moved to the front again, this time to copy down some notes which i had missed during Chemistry earlier.
Jing Yu saw my Pokemon doodles and she was like pondering who on earth was that baby dinosaur with a skull on its head. the answer is... Cubone! she didn't guess it though.
guess who sat next to me on the bus when i was on my way back from school. well i don't know her name but she's our self-study period teacher. the surprising thing was that she recognised me.
she said, "you here already? you from 5/1 right?", somewhere along those lines. i said yeah, and then we had a proper conversation about classmates ["watching movie with them?"] and subjects ["English and Maths is very important"] and N Levels ["Oo your language is *thumbs up*"] and stuff. was a good talk. that was unexpected as well.
and then i received a text from Popular, telling me about the {prologue} sale.
bloody Hell, that is a must. i have to go!!! stock up on my books and books and reading materials and BOOKS!!!!!! it's a pity there's nobody to go with though. cause that'll be more pleasant.
so Jing Yu invited me to study together tomorrow. how many unexpectancies was that in one post!?!?
like i'd said! so many unexpectancies [there's no such word, please don't use in your compo] bursting forth like fireworks!
i guess that makes today a good day, then, since all was fine and dandy and more.
do you remember? this was the first day of your Pokemon journey.
simple, it is merely a C; choice.
your life is only made out of choices, decisions which you have to make every day. even simple things like "should i wake up now or snooze again" is a dilemma in itself, one which choice made matters. a lot.
so go ahead, make a choice. gotta make your decision wisely.
and remember this [which i had also read from somewhere]: when you were born, you were crying and the people around you were smiling. live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and the people around you are crying.
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