Can stand it no longer.

am currently on the phone with none other than Haikal dood.

i couldn't stand it. i had to call him. i couldn't stand the thought of being alone. i don't know. for some reason i couldn't stay alone for long these days.

even at school. i've always wanted to be alone completely but on tuesday, i kept hoping there'd be at least somebody in the toilet when i had to go.

what is happening? something's definitely not right. i'm probably going insane again. can't stand being alone. i need someone. i really do.

goodnight.