Why i was awake all night.

good afternoon my Axes. if you ever realised, my posts have always been published at night so it might seem a little odd for me to be blogging at this time of day. am currently at Starbucks T3 with none other than Shushan, just chilling here with our laptops and stuff.

i have a terrible sore throat which pain is unlike any other. you can't imagine how painful it is for me to talk or to sneeze. even swallowing my saliva is such a feat. Shushan got me to buy this kinda special water which supposedly cures such aches magically called Three Leg. or something.

we came to Starbucks because of a promotion thingy, cause this outlet is newly opened. purchase any food item and get a free coffee, the flyer said. so yes, i got a blueberry muffin [been craving that for eons now] and a complimentary coffee, on the house.

the truth is, i've never drank coffee before, and certainly not some posh coffee from some posh little cafe at the airport, no. i just got it because it's free, and if i wanted to get some other drink i'd have to pay more. so yupp, being the E'indah that i am, i just got the coffee because... it is free.

and yes, i needed a whole lot of sugar and sweetener thingy just to have it suit my preference, and even then i still find it a little bitter. woe is me; i really don't like bitter things, i have a sweet tooth i suppose.

anyway, i have a story to share with you guys. a very random story which i hope can teach you all something.

last night, i was on my timeline when i saw this girl's tweet which got retweeted, so i decided to check out her profile, for whatever firetruck reason.

i decided to see the photos on her twitter cause she had plenty of herself, so out of curiousity i just checked them out. you know how some girls like to stalk other girls' pictures, only to have their self-esteem drop or some shit like that. to me it's like some sort of "pleasure from pain" shit. [to me]

so blablabla, i was like randomly looking through all the photos, thinking that she was pretty and all but the way she made herself in the photos were not really flattering her so much, when i saw this picture of a Sadako, or a ghost that looked like the one from The Ring.

it said "RT or this will come get you tonight". i know it was silly, but i got really scared in addition to the jumpscare that the picture itself gave me, but i didn't want to retweet it cause then that girl would know i had been stalking her twitter, and i ain't even following her. you know that feeling of being somewhere you're not, so you really don't want to leave any of your footprints behind?

i decided to shut down and try to go back to sleep. and then i kept thinking about whether i should have retweeted that shit or not.

so guess what, i got so paranoid and i couldn't sleep at all because i kept thinking that Sadako was gonna get me. i had my headphones on eventually cause i kept hearing odd noises which really fueled my paranoia.

back in the past, if i were to get this scared, the first thing i'd do was run to my parents' room and squeeze myself at the edge of the bed. but damn, we weren't on talking terms and i didn't want to surrender my pride, so i could only stay in my room.

and yes, all my brain could think of was freaking Sadako and all the other scary things that would most probably attack you in the middle of the night.

i really didn't sleep much last night/this morning; only did when the sun came out, around 7am.

so, moral of the story? don't stalk people.

you know something strange about me? i think i tend to sleep better upside down, as in my head is at the foot of the bed and my feet by my pillows. that is what i have concluded this morning. [did you know that i can't sleep with my head on pillows? ok.]

that is how my morning has been, i suppose. how about yours?

i just went for a toilet break and the one nearest to this starbucks was on maintenance, and i had to walk a thousand miles just to get to the nearest one.

and when i was taking the lift back down to this level, the man outside kept pressing the lift button from outside when i was closing the door from inside, so the freaking elevator door kept opening and closing, you know? you know how annoying that is?

alrighty, maybe we should watch some Pewdiepie now. i spent yesterday afternoon/evening watching the Silent Hill series up to part 12.

anyway it's December yaaaaaaaayyyy!!!!!!!! no, i don't care. bye.