i've thought about it of course, but i don't have an answer. both has its own perks and urghs. the coffin means you're already laid to rest; but to be buried with your sins doesn't guarantee the peace that comes with that.
as you lay there, remembering all the wrong you'd done, wishing again and again that you could get out again and undo all those. or the enemies you had made, their hatred and resent surrounding you all around.
as for the castle, it means wealth and luxury and an easy life; your sins all around you as a reminder to repent, but does that mean you really would? your luxury could lead to your complacency, telling you that you don't need to undo your wrongs because you won't gain anything more from it.
i guess that's my answer to this question of mine. if you be like what the fuck , well i told you already, whatever i say has many different meanings so you can always just extract your own from it. as long as they make close enough sense, that's fine.
anyway... i have a dinner going on later, and i have to wear this gorgeous lace dress from H&M, stockings from New Look, and heels from Payless, yes, heels my precious Axes. or wedges. whatever the firetruck they are called.
Maizurah and family is here too, sleeping over at Pasir Ris. they're going shopping at Bugis now, without ME! because of this dinner, o wells.
problems of a formal dinner; 1. i am a socially awkward piplup. 2. i don't have excellent dining etiquette. or, to suit my level instead: table manners. 3. that paranoid feeling that someone's looking at you and judging your every move.
i lack a whole lot of confidence, don't i? i know that is the big problem, but i never do anything about it. o wells. o barrels.
anyway, Christmas is coming and i'm gonna go shopping for presents soon, i hope. for the few good friends i have. and for myself maybe. cause t'is the season to be jolly! says the grumpy cat.
okay whatever, i shall blog more soon. so how, coffin or castle for you?
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