cant go any longer without unleashing my thoughts! and since i aint able to write in my diary [nothing personal] i shall blog instead. thank goodness i brought my laptop along, cos no matter what, i still [refer typing on this keyboard. and the Blogger app sucks anw.
so yes, am currently at none other than my class chalet. i feel something in my nose! i think it's the coal, since i'm sitting considerably close to the bbq pit. Edmund is fanning at the fire while Fazerah and Nicholas are watching.
maybe i should now blog about yesterday, since it's only evening for today and i wouldn't have a lot to say. okay, i am ranting. i always do when i am in the company of humans. idk. okay, let's cut the crap and get to the bullshit.
it was silent when i came actually, with only three people in the chalet, but eventually more people came back and things got a lot more chaotic. saw many people whom i've not talked to for a really long time, ever since O levels.
so, what funny things happened yesterday? i remember laughing a lot but now i can't remember much of the reasons anymore.
i played this card game whose name i'm not so sure of, and which rules i still don't understand. Jiayao helped me a lot so i still didn't get how to play it, my bad.
we all played another game which i did understand though, and which i really enjoyed, the thumb thingy. k that was rather addictive, i must say. i wonder who could have came up with such games?
so Wanxuan volunteered to break the large pieces of charcoal and as always she was rather unneededly rough about it. i heard Nicholas say, "violent Wanxuan is violent." i dont know why but the way he said it made me burst into laughter XD
i liked that little scene of Wanxuan struggling with the fire and all, while a lot of us just sat there watching her in silence. i thought it was cute!
i love my classmates. that is all i can say right now. watching them from here, watching them all doing their own stupid little things... i don't know, it makes me so happy just being here.
so i smoked yesterday, and went to bed afterwards when suddenly had this urge to vomit. so i ran to the toilet but Jingyu saw me and asked me if i was okay. she and Jiayao were there, and she gave me some plain water to drink. so sweet (':
had a talk with them both later on, about the younger twin's trail of gasoline. [that's what i used to call the after-effects of my break-up with Irshad]
i know what they said is true, and i've known that for very long already. but i just dont know why i hadnt been able to maintain that knowledge, blabla. it's like yes, you understand what the teacher is saying. but you still don't know how to answer the more complicated questions.
entah eh, i feel so comfortable talking with these two you know. but i thought i found myself somewhat stumbling over my words, cos i didnt really know how to explain it by bits.
ugh, flies all over my computer screen. and there were cockroaches around the area where i am sitting at right now yesterday, so... yeah.
i have developed a liking for the chalet cat, but i haven't brought any cat food for it. perhaps soon i might just drop by randomly and give it food {:
o yes, i talked with Faiz tarmizi yesterday too, about our lives, since we really haven't been talking much ever since we split paths after N levels. i'd seen him around, but we never managed to talk and catch up. you know?
aaaah, i love how my fingers just fly over the letters naturally. heh. i'm just typing out whatever comes into my head, you know? though i might sidetrack from the main topic anytime soon.
i love my classmates. i do wish i still record the things that happen and shit. but i erased that role from my play a long time ago, and there is no chance for me to reenact that memory anymore. it's all myself.
o, and i read that someone wrote that she is not coming to this "stupid chalet" because "most of the people here are just stupid". i saw it on my dashboard so i couldnt help reading it, and it pissed me off. but fine, it's her loss.
and i think the craziness and hype and "stupidity" of our classmates are what make class reunions super memorable.
i have a lot more things to say to you actually, but this is not the appropriate post. so, nevermind.
i just switched places and am currently at the pool with Shushan, Sabrina and Farizah, watching Priscilla, Asleah and Ruiyi swimming. i should have brought extra clothes, i would really love to swim!
aaahhh i have a lot of things on my thoughts to say right now, but i really think this is absolutely the most inappropriate post ever. so for now, i shall say once again that i love my classmates a lot. every single one of them, for who they are.
oh my gosh here comes qianying and phyllis. i've not seen them for such a long time!
am feeding the chalet cat! i have no idea what to name her. okay i shall get back to you very soon, it's getting annoying to update this post each time something happens. might as well blog one shot tonight. ok blablabla i shall set off now, mua.

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