today, i shall push myself. i dont care tht im sick and i still have raging headaches and nausea, and tht my tummy aches are getting really painful. i shall not care abt any of tht.

so what are my plans for today? first, imma go for a walk. and then, im off to bras basah to buy my art stuffs from z art shoppe there. and then make my way to pasir ris, if there's still time, i'll go for another walk, maybe stop by z workplace.

then imma meet irshad at prp, walk there on my own. if i still have no appetite, then so be it. yeahh, tht'd be my plan for today .

anyhoos, i feel a lot better every morning when i wake up. but the pain always comes eventually, starting from the afternoon. and then, at night it's always the worst. haizz. idk what is the problem. but no, im still not gg to the doc's.

last nite, irshad was like: "i'm your boyfriend, i have to care abt your well being."
i find it touching tht he said tht. it's like the very first time he ever labelled himself as my boyfriend.

shall keep you updated.