i'm damn tired.

yeah. for the Love of my Life, i shall go to the doc. haix. i hate the doc. but, i shall go. dammit. did i really say i would ...? haizz . i hope i dont back out/regret. this is shameless of me, but can i at least get a notebook as my reward if i do as told ?

anyhoos, let's reminisce today .

first period was malay . guess what, i did my homework sia. MALAY homework . arent you all proud of me? and i didnt sleep at all during the 2 periods, instead, everyone else was . but me, i was furiously writing down notes.

next was english, and we were watching some vid tht had boobies and female butts (dont ask) when mrs woo passed by and stopped to watch as well, and she didnt look pleased. syafie didnt look the least bit guilty at all !

during recess, the 6 of us girls from 5/1 namely siying, shushan, priscilla, pearl and asleah (and me) were walking up to the 4th floor cause somebody wanted to take maths tb or smth. i was like the last in the line as we were walking up the stairs .

guess what? along came mrs sherri, and yeah, all our fringes were down. saw her talking to pris and pearl. and me? without thinking, i turned my back and dashed down the stairs, and headed to the canteen on my own .

holy shit sia! i escaped, and abandoned my comrades. horrible little douche right?

sat at the canteen alone, on the usual table by the councillior room . along came sab's little cousin, (whose name i still do not know) he was like asking, "may i sit here?" there was a little silence and then im like, "they're on the way down."

he stared at me like O_____O and then he nodded and went to sit at some bench behind me. sab and farizah came , and then many eons later the girls from 5/1. asleah glared at me and was like, "you escape, you betrayer!"

i brought cupcakes to sch today! a blueberry, a chocolate, and my bro's cheese chiffon. i took the last one, shhh! realized tht i had coins, enough for 2 paos, so tht was what i ate too !

humans was good. i paid attention and i understand more abt the rise of venice now. i heard tht they went thru venice during bridging, which i missed bcos i didnt go . glad i could catch up.

so what helped venice rise? first point is the leadership, next point is innovative processes. third, trading developments. fourth, rearrangements in the government. lastly, the industrial developments. heh!

aft tht we had maths, where i heard a convo which i laughed like shit at .

omg, i laughed like shit sia. timothy was damn shocked when i burst out laughing, he was like, "woah. this is like the first time you laugh until like tht. what's so funny, can share the joke?" i put on a straight face and was like, "no." then i stopped smiling too .

he stared at me and was like, "ok. now you're back to your normal self. tht was so fast." i nodded and then i tried to do my maths. tried because a few secs later i burst into laughter again!

then timothy kept asking me to share the joke. so i did. i told him the convo tht i heard:

mr low: do all the exercise 1s in the ex book #1, and do all the exercise 2s in the ex book #2 .
wei liat: huh then got exercise book #3 also ah!?

YEAH, FOR SOME REASON I FOUND IT FUNNY OKAY .
and yeah , timothy was also damn shocked to know tht i find it funny. hooboy.

aft tht was cme , where we wrote abt our addictions . and then we wrote journal . and then hurrah, the last bell for the sch day rang.

went to e hub with siying and asleah, with the intention of writing my schedule for next week. when i hopped in to the counter, wani was like "HEEEEYYYY !!!!" hehehehe. been eons since i last saw her too ! and then zafirah (gro) was like "ehhhhh it's YOU !"

asked for the 'thingy to write schedule for next week' (i really said tht cause idk what it's called) then wani passed it to me and was like "write for next next week too!" so, i wrote pm for friday the 27th, am for saturday the 28th, pm for friday the 3rd and am for saturday the 4th . hopefully i get all the shifts i requested . really need the money ... haix.

said goodiebyes to wani and zafirah , and then made our way down to sarpino cause siying wanted to treat me lunchey . luckily i was able to afford my own drink, tho i had to borrow twenty cents from asleah .

chit chatted while eating. talked abt 4/2 2011, abt missing the two kecoh dudes namely farhan and faeez (faiz tarmizi) . dammit! i really miss them . esp faeez . hmm .

saw bennicker at richton, made my way over just to say hello, and then siying asleah and i went to ntuc cause siying wanted to buy sweets. and then many eons later i am home, and gg out again to chillax at z prp .

walked all the way to the breakwater tht i slept at with siying, shad and tim. there was one part where the path got blocked by a fallen tree, i had to make my way around it , and tht part was firetrucking nerve-wrecking !

sat by the waves, the tide was damn high . was writing in diary when i kinda felt a presence behind me. i thought irshad came alr, but i ignored tht aura cause i thought he would have nudged me if it really was him .

was quite some time, tht aura lingering behind me. at one point i kinda freaked out and gathered the guts to turn around, and there he was : the most handsome boy in the world. the Love of my Life.

his face was like by mine, and i was like "oh SHIT!" cause he shocked the shit out of me sia! he laughed as always and then he sat next to me and i'm like, "how long have you been standing there?" he pointed at a para in my latest entry and was like, "ever since you wrote there."

i was like, "and why didnt you say anything?" he was like, "because you looked so damn engrossed in your writing." somehow, i find tht a little sweet .



talked abt the personal shit some more. haix .

now, my diary is with him. idk why but i had the feeling to lend him me current diary suddenly, so tht was what i did. mmmhmm, sometimes i just do things without thinking sia.i miss the lil notebook now. o well .

guess what ? hmm ... i'll go to the clinic this week . haix.

eh! guess what? holy firetruck . i miss them.