#5ThingsIFindAttractive

i spent my morning having breakkie with Azreenie and Syafiq, before going over to the latter's place to watch a few Malaysian films. the first one made me consider going down the path of Blue. but now i'm still not sure.

i've not spoken to Syamirul for a few days already, which is considerably a long time. i don't know, i still feel like letting the blame settle onto him for a while longer, though i know none of this is his fault.

anyway, since i haven't anything intelligent to say right now, i shall now blog out one of the Twitter trends which i see right now: #5ThingsIFindAttractive.

1. imperfect teeth. 

like this little douchebag here. i must admit, i've always found this picture really really, really cute, with us both smiling like that. i don't know why, but i really am attracted to guys with imperfect teeth. so adorable! especially when they grin.

2. readers.

people who read seem somewhat rare nowadays. i just love it when i find someone who also likes to read, just as much as me, or more. it's just so nice to share that love with someone your age, you know?

and when i mean read, i mean strictly actual books and not online books or blogs or magazines or shit like that.

i go to the library a lot, and i always see elderly couples sitting next to each other, just reading on their own. being together despite being in two totally different worlds.

3. solitude. 

in a canteen full of people in their cliques and friends, if i see someone who is always sitting alone in the corner reading a book or something, i'd most probably be more drawn to the latter.

there's something about social outcasts, or quiet people, that just makes me want to make friends with them. i don't know why. though most of the time i wouldn't have the courage to approach them in the end.

it's like, the lower you try to keep your profile, the more i notice you and want to go near to you. and i'm also attracted to people who show this same longing for solitary people.

4. guys who like pokemon. 

as you all know, i can talk endlessly when it comes to Pokemon. it'd be nice to have someone to talk with about it, who would listen and understand what on earth i am rambling on about.

it would be really sweet to share a love with a love, you know? and Pokemon is a passion of mine, it would be boring to have a boyfriend who thinks Pokemon is lame and childish and shit.

5. guys who love to write.

like Pokemon, writing is totally my passion, and i would love to be with someone who appreciates this about me. someone who is able to make time and space to write too, no matter how busy he is.

well i've not met anyone like that yet, but when i do, i'm gonna drag him to a cafe and spend about an hour writing together, not speaking to each other, over cups of hot chocolate. it's like being together despite being in two totally different worlds, much like reading. but this is so much more romantic!

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be assured if i were to meet a guy who is all of the above,... *silence* i don't even know what to say, i would probably be head over heels in love with him.

there is a song that goes "you're everything i can't be, so you're everything that i need", some shit like that. i totally disagree with it. i think being with someone who shares similar passions is a lot better than going for someone who is the exact opposite. "opposites attract" seems like bullshit to me.

maybe opposite as in personalities would be fine. if you're someone weak who is always crying, you may need someone who doesn't get affected by his own emotions too much, you know? so he can stay strong enough to comfort you when you are upset.

alright, i think i'll stop here. muahahaha. shall blog again tomorrow; am gonna search for jobs with Natalee!