kotoko is sho pretty!

damn, i wanna make a short film sia. but there's many things to think abt, like the story , the people , the places, the angles. i've got the story. but the people? tht'll be difficult. the angles should be simple. hmmmnnnhhhmmmmnnn.

anyway, a very good morning to you all. or more like you both because for all i know siying and irshad are like my most frequent readers. o well, i am grateful for you both.

i see my dream, but ive no idea how to put most of it in words. i was invading the territory of some foreign family. the kids were two young boys, they kept asking me to play with them. tht was when my tooth dropped out, and it was blue.

at some point i tried to run away i think. the outside world was damn unfamiliar. think it was a different country altgt . ok nevermind.

i am afraid. most of the time, i am afraid of the future... but i know i shouldnt be. the only thing tht can scare me is the times where i show a great amount of courage, tht i never thought i had. and the same goes for all of you (in my humble opinion)

but still, i cant help but be afraid. and im afraid of change as well. maybe tht's why i fear the future. cause i dont want things to change..

i dont want people to leave, i dont want places to be demolished. i don't like it when my watch ticks right into my ear. i've never liked wearing a watch anyway. yeah, why am i wearing it ? and why did i make it move?

i know change is irrevocable, and i have to accept the fact when something doesnt stay the way it is. i will eventually graduate and grow old, i know all of tht. i guess i just aint tht ready yet...

well, nevermind. all tht matters is the present. it is today, so why care abt tmrw or ytd ?

shoot, my ankle itchy like firetruck. i dislike it when it's itchy like firetruck !

you know aye, if you noticed, i seldom put the face tht goes like >< in my blog posts, altho i always feel tht a lot. you know why? cause tht face will spoil the codes. they're like considerably the important parts in the codes la.

in fact now i am pretty scared to type tht face in this post... k nvm . i am bored. it is a boring monday morning......

my twitta screwed sia. idk whats wrong with it , i cant go my activity thingy or retweet, and i cant even tweet. annoying shit .