heidiho.

today was another boring day. let's go thru what happened in monotone.

i woke up. i blogged. i went to have my shower. i went to eat. my little bro was on the PS3. i disturbed him. he scolded me. i went to my room. i scroll random websites. i lied down on the floor. i listened to a song on repeat. i daydreamed.

i read. i got engrossed. i put down the book. i looked around my room. i wondered what to do next. irshad texted. i texted irshad. i went to eat. i laid random things in an artistic manner. i filmed the objects. i transferred data. i started editting shit.

i got tired. i stopped editting. i closed the video editter. i wanted to camwhore. but the camera wouldnt focus on the ring. i got the perfect shot. i put it as my fb profile pic.



oh yeah, have i told you? ive got the new uniform at work! considerably like promotion like tht ah. (thats what the kids there consider it as) cant wait to show up for work wearing it. tmrw im working mid shift . imma be gg lib aft tht , hopefully !

and well... today was pretty much a boring day... wanted to go out, but then im like, k takpe. think i'll leave home early tmrw, i wanna go around to film some shit.

i have nothing much to tell you guys actually. just tht, i have written fully in my current diary. which means, i am moving on to another beautiful notebook as of tmrw!

but, it doesnt mean i will reject the importance of my current notebook. all the things ive written in it will mean a lot in the future to come, be it the reminiscing or the teaching. i will not throw away these notebooks. cause they are my precious diaries.

and just so you know aye ... ive been writing diaries since really young... i dont even rmb. but many have gone missing, so the earliest which i have in my possession is the one from primary 3. want me to read a few pages?

thursday 22.1.04
dear diary,
i did not go to school today. well, i dont know what happens today.

and tht was it , for this entry. O.O hmm what else... these two entries like sad.

saturday 24.1.04
this is my secret, on 2007/2008, amirul, azfar, e'indah, fatthin, haziq, humairaa, and syahir, we're gonna hang out at whitesands blah blah blah.

sunday 26.1.04
when we are all 12 and 13 years old, we could probably visit each other's house. then we'll hang out in... well you get the idea.

cause, if you think abt it, when i'm 12 , and when i'm 13, where the hell were they? we were all in different classes, and diff social groups alr. tht time all 7 of us were best friends sey, heheh... k, flashback. aaahhhh ..... i wonder when i can see them again. i have all their facebooks, but they all seem so distant.

o well, i cant be stuck here forever you know. i am in 2011 ! letting it go very soon, but still in it . i still have like 17 more days. still cant judge the year with 17 more days in tow. and there's still many important events tht are yet to happen.

first there is the ek bbq (hopefully i can go), and then there is n level results... and then there is double date.

tmrw, before work i will walk around cc to film... maybe get breakkie and eat while walking... see first if i can get out of bed early or not. and then during break , imma sit in gr office reading while snacking on smth light... most prob oreo...

is doing things for other ppl bad ? is having a good intention bad ? what if you do something good with a bad intention? is tht good or bad?



firetrucked aye ?
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k i just found a 111 questions thingy on facebook. bored, so i shall do it now -______- bear with me... if you want to.


1: Are you ready for 111 questions? yes.
2: Was your last relationship a mistake? nope, cause in the end it did lead me to my current one.
3: Do you miss your last relationship? nope.
4: Who did you last say "iloveyou" to? my bro.
5: Do you regret it? hahahaha.
6: Have you ever been depressed? yes.
7: Are you a boy or girl? GIRL .
8: Are you insecure? most of the time ?
9: What is your relationship status? attached.
10: How do you want to die? dont wanna think tht far .
11: What did you last eat? my mom's nasi ayam ...
12: Have you played any sports? rarely.
13: Do you bite your nails? i pluck.
14: When was your last physical fight? idr.
15: Do you have an attitude? hell yeah.
16: Do you like someone? yes :3
17: What is your real name? nur e'indah nadhirah bte md e'esa.
18: Have you ever read a book? hell yeah!
19: Are you gonna get high later? maybe?
20: Do you hate anyone at the moment? nope.
21: Do you miss someone? siying.
22: Twirl or cut your spagetti? cut.
23: Do you tan a lot? no?
24: Have any pets? considerably ^_^
25: How exactly are you feeling? hungry a little.....
26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? yeah ?
27: Ever been checked out? mmhmm.....
28: Would you take any of your exes back? no.
29: Are you scared of millipedes? fascinated.
30: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? only if i can just see my past. as in, if my past was recorded, cause id like to see tht. but if you want me to be back in my past, then no.
31: Do you regret anything from your past? i regret sexy time with ex.
32: What are your plans for this weekend? entah eh .
33: Do you want to have kids? yupp. but not now.
34: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? muhammad irshad.
35: Do you type fast? yeah, with one finger from each hand. i am proud of tht :3
36: Do you have piercings? left earlobe.
37: Want anymore? nah.
38: Can you spell well? W-E-L-L .
39: Do you miss anyone from your past? the old me, i guess...
40: What are you craving right now? paos.
41: Ever been to a bonfire party? nope.
42: Ever been kissed? by the love of my life .
43: Have you ever been on a horse? yeah .
44: Kissed someone in a pick up truck? nope.
45: Have you ever broken someones heart? yes.
46: Have you ever been cheated on? considerably. he was sleeping with something tht his ex gave him.
47: Have you ever made a friend cry? yeahh ..
48: Are you thinking of someone right now? my ex.
49: Would you live with someone without marrying them? yeahh.
50: What should you be doing? eating.
51: Whats irritating you right now? ants in my room ....
52: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? irshad.
53: Does somebody love you? i hope so!
54: What is your favorite color? white and green .
55: Have you ever changed clothes in a car? yeahh.
56: Milk chocolate or white chocolate? kinder bueno white f.t.w.!!!
57: Do you have trust issues? nope.
58: Bestfriends name? Loh Si Ying.
59: 2nd bestfriends name? Nur Asleah.
60: 3rd bestfriends name? a lot actually.
61: Longest relationship? myself, for 16 years.
62: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? yes.
63: Who was the last person you cried in front of? irshad.
64: Do you give out second chances too easily? kinda...
65: Is it easier to forgive or forget? it is easier to forgive.
66: Is this year the best year of your life? cant judge, because my life aint over yet. but so far, it is.
67: What was your childhood nickname? my mommy used to call me Nurein.
68: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? nope.
69: Favorite food? prawnnnnnssszzzxxx !! and everything else tht is edible and halal anyway.
70: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yes.
71: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? ask irshad.....
72: Did you have dream last night? hell yeah, i always do.
73: What is bothering you? n level results.
74: Have you ever been out of state? meaning ?
75: Do you play the wii? dont have ......
76: Are you listening to music right now? yes. faktion.
77: Do you like chinese food? no ?
78: Who are you texting right now? siying .
79: Are you afraid of the dark? well i prefer the light.
80: Is cheating ever okay? no.
81: Are you mean? heartless.
82: Can you keep white shoes clean? nope.
83: What year has been your best? 1995, cause it was the very start of my whole life.
84: Do you believe in true God? i believe in only mine.
85: Favorite weather? as long as it's not rainy or cold, i like it.
86: Do you like the snow? NO !
87: Does it snow a lot where you live? nope. never does.
88: Do you like the outside? hell yeah. if it's hot.
89: Are you currently bored? nope, ive got a quiz tht is occupying me.
90: Do you wanna get married? hell yeah......
91: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? i guess?
92: Are you hungry? hell yeah.
93: Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? oh, got i think? have we, irshad?
94: What makes you happy? waking up.
95: Would you change your name? no way.
96: Ever been to Alaska? no.
97: Ever been to Hawaii? no.
98: Do you watch the news? sometimes.
99: What's your zodiac sign? virgo.
100: Do you like subway? no.
101: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? not really ?
102: Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? i will lecture him abt it.
103: Do you talk like your friends? no ?
104: Why did you decide to do this quiz? cause i am bored......
105: Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? not really.
106: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? my bro. (hey he's my friend ok)
107: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my bro.,
108: Do you feel good? hell yeah, i feel awesome.
109: Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? myself.
110: Favorite lyrics right now? the whole song of what i am listening to right now :3
111: Can you count to one million? i lazy la.
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today was a boring day. was looking forward to having a proper convo with the busy man, but i guess he's just too tired. o well. ^_^