dream of past.

a very very good morning to all of you!

hm, this morning's dream aye? there's the one i had from 1 to 8 , and there's the one i had from 9.30 to 12.30 . which one do u want? k, both it is.

from 1 to 8, nth much. i was in a game i think. i was hiding behind a door and shooting some dude who was around the corner. i had a freaking shotgun! this is not the first time ive dreamt of possessing a shotgun.

i think i was with maya, we were like in a team, and she was right next to me. she kept yelling shit, and i also kept yelling shit. in the end , it was all silence. then i asked, "is tht dude gone...?" she went to check. and yeah, he was gone.

turned out, he was behind us, and he was like watching some concert tht was gg on. and the concert was music videos being played in real life, like get it ...? it was one bloody pop song aft another. i rmb kesha.

and yeah, tht's all for the 1 to 8. now for the 9.30 to 12.30? the dream i had when i fell back asleep aft texting shad.

the first thing i rmb, was walking along this void deck. along came muzzy. he told me to follow him somewhere, so i did... turned out, he wanted me to follow him to a wedding, cause he didnt wanna go alone.

all the ppl there were unfamiliar. one of the men came over and asked muzzy who am i. i looked at muzzy, for some reason his face was damn red. i still rmb, it was really damn red. tht man kept asking him questions, then i think muzzy got irritated, so he pulled me away.

then ppl kept gg over to him and asking him questions abt me. i got scared. i actually started crying. i told him i didnt want to stay any longer, and then he had this >: look on his face and started pulling me away again.

when there werent any ppl around anymore, i looked at his face. he was crying. so much tears T.T

then another part, i was at paya lebar mrt station. i rmb it was paya lebar, but it didnt look like it. i walked along this road, it looked a little like sentosa. i sat in a trailer, you know, one of those vans tht is a house, smth like tht ?

i was like looking into the drawer, when along came khairul irfan. he told me to follow him somewhere, so i did. turned out he wanted me to follow him go to a playground, cause he didnt want to go alone.

we sat at the top of the slide, when he pointed somewhere behind me. i turned and saw a snail stuck on the wall of the playground next to me. he said it's a species called a , damn what was the name he said ? jammedhead if i aint wrong.

and then we started talking. he talked abt his ex , who was with him in the dream i think. he said when he's with her, he always look at me, and think of me. all the way i just kept quiet and looked ahead of me .

at one point he started putting his face near mine. tht was when i started crying. he looked at me cry, and then he told me we had to go . he sent me back to the trailer, i was still crying all the way. and then when i was closing the door of the van, i saw his face. he was crying. and yes, so many tears.

k, another part, i was seated in fronta a door, playing ps3 with someone whom i cant rmb alr. the door kept opening and random ppl kept coming in, cause they wanted play ps3.but i die die didnt allow them take the controller from me.

eventually i stopped playing. and in fronta this door was three steps, meaning when we were on the ps3, we were sitting on those steps. i got down and went to some corner of tht room. it was a chemistry lab...

i rmb wanting to make aloe vera. but kept screwing up the formulas cos some woman kept screaming at me, and making me spill the shit tht i was pouring into the test tube.

and yeah.... tht is it. i dont know what its tryna say.