mind pictures.

as you can see, i am not in school. had another bad night last night. sigh. when is this going to end?

you know how some headaches play with the scales in your head? okay, i have no idea how to put it in words but yeah, that's how i've been feeling these days.

and then there's the image of being sucked in from outer space. from outer space, not into.

i had a vision last night. a random scene being played into my head for no particular reason. not a dream. i was lying on the road, looking at the sky. there was The Boy's face staring down at me.

there was something about Post-its. i was saying something, i was saying his name. he had said something as well, he had interrupted me.

o yes. the MBWOE. he had told me to write a letter to the MBWOE. he said, "don't waste your strength on me, use your strength to write to her instead." and then he gave me these post-its and a pen.

that was not a dream... i don't remember it being a dream. i don't know how i know, but i do know.

must be mind pictures. mind pictures. mind pictures. hallucinations. hallucinations, imaginations, hallucinations. mind pictures. imaginations.

bloody hell, someone kill me already.