you fetched me from underneath my void deck, and again, i remember the exact spot where you were waiting. we started walking but then i told you i wanted to walk another route, which was the longer way.
as always, we talked. i told you many things i discovered when i was in malaysia. i told you abt the brightest star on the highway which i named after you. i told you abt how i was waiting so long for something, and when it was finally gg to happen, i kept having the urge to do something tht will make waiting for it for nothing.
you looked at me blankly after i said tht. you didnt understand, so i gave an example, i said; "i was waiting to be near in singapore again cos there'd be reception and all my texts would come. but when i was waiting to get near the border in the car, i kept having this urge to open the car door and throw my phone away."
you laughed. i must have sounded ridicoulous.
it was indeed a long way, but i had fun talking to you and i never really got tired. when we got to PRP, we were walking thru the grass when i sunk into the mud.. you laughed at me bcos i deserved it for being lazy and for wanting to walk tht shortcut.
i gave you grape flavoured gum. i scolded you when you threw the wrapper anyhow, but you completely ignored me, and we contined walking. you brought me to a place tht, according to you, was newly built. i had never been there before you showed me.
we were seated when i saw you blow a bubble from the corner of my eye. but by the time i turned, it had already burst. i asked you to blow one more bubble for me, and you smiled a little, telling me to wait. so i looked at you while waiting.
you looked back at me from the corner of ur eye, and we remained like tht, you looking at the sky and me staring at you chewing, in silence. until you laughed. i was taken aback, and then you laughed out, "stop staring at me!"
i loved ur laugh.
when you were done with ur chewing and demo of bubble-blowing (thanks to me), you started looking around on the ground. i watched you pick up a leaf, wondering what was it tht you were up to.. apparently, you were looking for something to spit out your gum onto. and tht was what you did, you spat ur gum into the leaf, before throwing it back to where you found it. and then you said, "go back to nature!"
i told you i wanted to watch the sun rise, and then you told me you once saw, and it was beautiful. you said i should really see it sometime. i was surprised tht you could see it from ur house, and you said tht i should be able to see it from my house as well.
me: what abt my bedroom ?
you: yeah, can.
me: eh, step kau tahu bedroom aku eje.
tht made you laugh. i liked tht embarrassed and lost face of urs before you burst into small chuckles. in fact i made you laugh alot tht day. i just Dont rmb the reasons.
occassionally you'd have ur arm around my shoulders as usual, and i kissed ur cheek alot of times too. idk, i was probably opening up to you more and more. i told you abt how a little voice in my head asked me why i'd missed you and not my then crush when i was in malaysia. you laughed, and ur reaction told me tht you never really thought of tht urself.
as usual we only got up to leave a little after it got dark. this time, YOU suggested walking another long way back . tht long route was really dark, and as usual there was not many ppl there. i had my hand on ur arm.
at one point you parkoured, like you always do, and when you almost fell into the canal, you really scared the shyt out of me. but i didnt show it, i just Scolded you w/o showing any reason clearly. you laughed at my annoyed face and we contined walking.
the bridge there used to scare me. as we were walking thru it, you searched for my hand and held it . when we got to my void deck, i gave you one last kiss on ur cheek before watching you leave.
i was trying to cheer you up.
and i was really, really satisifed when i saw how happy you looked tht day.
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