I really mean it when I say you're one of a kind. You aren't like any other guys at all, you're the exact opposite of every other girl's dreamboy, you're invisible to many, and that is just what pulls me toward you.
1. You handle my ranting the way no one else could.
When I tell you my problems, you don't fuss over me. You don't give me advice. In fact, your replies don't have anything to do with my ranting most of the time. You talk about something else entirely, making me laugh and taking my mind off my troubles at the same time.
2. I love your obsession with Science.
I really do love listening to you go on about things which go against my metaphors. I love having you answer my questions about anything and everything. I love seeing you "typing...", knowing it was a dozen more texts explaining what I'd just asked. The rare occasions where you'd talk more than I would.
3. You make me feel like a little girl again.
When was the last time I had a silly schoolgirl crush??? It feels better to like somebody than to be liked. I feel so happy seeing you at your school. I melt into a puddle whenever I look into the pool that is your eyes. I get a dozen butterflies just standing next to you, I get electric shocks whenever we make contact. And when I'm not with you, I sit and daydream about you. You make me feel so innocent again, despite everything I'd gone through.
4. I love how you friend-zone me like heck.
As silly as it sounds, I really do. I like talking 'aku kau' with you, I like how you're talking with me like how boys would talk to each other. It just makes the rare moments where you show me affection all the more worth treasuring.
5. I love how nerdy you are.
The first time I saw you in a long time, back at Yio Chu Kang station, you were looking so lost and blur as heck, and I thought you were really cute. I like how you're shy around people, how you're awkward with me. I love the stoic face you always have on, the way you walk, and especially the way you talk about the things you like. And to top it off, I love how you're interested in the things you're interested in. Haha.
6. I love how honest and real you are.
Sure most of the time you're shy as heck, but when you do talk, you're always honest and you always mean what you say. You aren't afraid to admit your views on certain things. You don't give in to me, you make sure I know exactly how you think of me, even if it hurts. It's way better than all those other guys who try to 'angkat' me and shit.
7. The fact that there's still a lot to learn about you.
It's been about a year and a half since I met you, but I still don't know anything about you. I wish I could be closer to you, know everything about you. I wish I know how you are when you're really out of your comfort zone. I'm really jealous of your best friend because he knows way more about you than I do, UGH.
I keep daydreaming about you, even when I know you'd never like me back. I really meant it when I said I've no intentions of making you my boyfriend, but it'd be really nice to hang out with you more often. It'd be nice to treat you like a prince and a faggot at the same time. You're probably the only guy I could ever treat that way, hehe.
Gosh, I just... I have so many things to talk to you about, so many things I'd like to do with you. Remember when you said you had a chance with a girl back in the past, but that you wasted it? Well... I hope you can take it as a lesson that the next time a girl comes along again, you'd appreciate her like how you hadn't appreciated the one before.
Just like how I learnt a lot in my past relationship, and that I'd changed based on his words. But instead of using my new strength on him, I'd rather invest my energy on someone new. Focus on the future, not the past, you know?
I just wish you'd notice me I guess. Do you know you're the reason why I've been so focused in class? Okay, so I daydream about you in the middle of a boring lecture, but the thought of you is what makes me get back on track, thinking about how smart you are. You're my inspiration to be smart, as crazy as it sounds D:
And you look a mixture of hot and cute in those glasses. Not every guy can pull off that look *.*
I just feel reborn again thanks to you. You give me this crazy amount of energy which I've never had before as a loner. I just... Aaahhhh *covers my blushing face in disbelief* now I'm swooning over you. I need to stop.
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