The Friday 'date'

Do you remember? You told me to blog about our little date, so here. You. Go.

A little background story: I'm not sure how do I answer "How did you meet?" because I really have no idea how. But he approached me in a good way, he was charming and shit, he stayed up all night reading my blog posts, with the intention of wanting to know more about me. He read about my past, and he still said "I still want you in my life." OK.

So Friday. We were supposed to meet at 2, after his Friday prayers but it turned out my exam was starting at 3, not 10 as I'd thought. The 'date' was cancelled and was replaced with a short meeting; instead of watching a movie, we were just gonna hit the court and then dinner afterwards.

He was sad about it, and I didn't like the feeling of having disappointed someone. He just said he'd be grateful as hell to just see me even if it was only for a while. So despite my exam ending a little too late, I told him Okay, I'll do my best to come for you.

On Friday, after my exam, I headed to Bishan. I was just keeping my promise; it was bad of me to have to cancel the plan, so it was the least I could have done to make up for it.

So here's what happened: the only times we interacted was walking to and fro the basketball court and Bishan station, because he was playing basketball while I sat at the side. Okay, got that, and then I couldn't stay for dinner because it was already late.

When we parted we gave a goodbye hug and I didn't think much of it, apart from the melting sensation because Finally a hug from someone way taller than me! and His smile is so cute!

So I got back to Paya Lebar, told him I've made it home, and he also texted when he was home. Before, he would text me literally every minute he was online, but that night he didn't. I didn't really think too much into it, but the next morning I decided to be all "Morning", to him. No reply. So that was it.

Blahblahblah, the day passed and night came, and then he sent me a long text explaining why he didn't talk to me. He just felt 'ashamed' that he'd made me wait for nothing, and that he felt he had 'used' me. Of course, me being me I just sent back a long text explaining why it didn't bother me, and that next time he should just be honest about it.

If y'all follow me on Instagram I'm pretty sure you've seen my drawing of "Dreamboy's dream team", because the first time we talked, he told me his top 6 favourite Pokemon. I just thought I'd draw that for him because I was bored anyway.

You'd think he'd be touched, and well yeah he was, he went all teary-eyed and was like, "You didn't miss out a single member of my favourite Pokemon (':" OK. You'd think he'd melt and shit, and be like OMAIGOD I LIKE YOU YOU'RE SO SWEET I WANNA BE CLOSER TO YOU but nope.

"But I've got no feelings for you anymore cause I feel bad about myself for doing what I'm not supposed to. I'm honestly sorry" was what I got instead :-)

So seriously, I've no idea what guys want??? He flirted with me first and seemed so honest and sincere but then just ended up being like your typical douchebag. ZzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. You may be cute but that's inexcusable.

Okay, I may have screwed things up with the previous guys, like my awesome SP friend, but this date, I swear I never once did anything wrong. I was keeping a promise, I personally asked if anything was wrong when he didn't reply, I texted him with all honesty when he finally did. So leave me alone on this one because really I didn't contribute to its falling apart.