Swinging mood.

i'm really not in the mood to blog right now. i'm so damn pissed off. with everything, beginning with my comp. it's lagging like fuck right now and i have absolutely no idea why it's doing this to me. i'm so pissed off that i'd like to smash this comp, but i'd also like to bawl my eyes out.

tumblr and twitter lags like shit and i can't click on the freaking scrollbar without having the whole screen freeze. and as i type here on blogger, the letters are appearing a lot slower than they should.

and then, there's the website where i've been playing Ruby/FireRed, who tells me to install a new plugin because we now need that in order to play their games. so i did, and when i did, the freaking window said plugin not found.

what's gonna happen to my precious team!?!? i trained them like shit. my dearest Pidgeotto finally evolved into a Pidgeot, took me so much effort to go hunting for Pokemon and training them from scratch to beat the gym leaders, and i finally made it to Cinnabar and Seafoam islands.

i'm not so pissed off with people yet for now, but i feel it coming. i'm starting to get irritated with the black tadpole, although i'd long gotten used to his arrogance and what not.

maybe it's cause i haven't eaten the whole day apart from some Hello Pandas. maybe it's cause i had a nightmare and it's affecting me in reality. maybe it's cause something's bad is gonna happen and this is just me showing my premonitional [no such word btw] behaviour.

anything is possible, but for now i believe that it's the last.

at least this feeling of being annoyed at everything is better than crying over every single little memory right? right.

i'm gonna read a book now.