Sunday, October 07, 2012

They who extracted my respect.


lately i've been listening to more and more of Trapt. the memories that came with the tune, the pain that i feel when listening to the lyrics. they were all brought back up as Chris Taylor Brown's vocals hit me in the head.

no matter which song played, there's always something about it which describes an event in my life. "These Walls" reminds me of the fear i have of society; "Black Rose" of the way i treated my former self, the girl named Eindah Wrister; "Only One In Color" of the feelings i've had for the younger twin.

the very first Trapt song which i ever listened to was "Headstrong", and that was nearly three years ago. the younger twin was the one who introduced this song; in a way he was also who brought me to this band.

yet when i listen to these songs, i think of my own life more than i think of the memories with him. it's one of the few bands which don't remind me so much of him although he was the one who introduced them to me.

sometimes i feel like Trapt writes songs for me. i know it sounds silly, but that's how greatly their songs affect me.

"Love Hate Relationship" reminds me so much of this one boy in my life, whose stories are going to be badly intertwined with mine very soon if we don't stop what we're doing. we should stay away from each other yet... i don't know.

i've been confused about the relationship i have with this boy; i thought of him a lot ever since he came back into my life, and that was when the song came out. it totally rekindled my love for Trapt and their songs. it extracted twicefold of the respect i have for Trapt.

a few songs i would recommend you, that you would surely find meaningful if you bother about the lyrics: "Forget About The Rain", "Headstrong" and "These Walls".

it's okay if you don't understand the lyrics now. maybe in future when you're going through a rough time, listen to these songs again and you might get what they're trying to address.

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