The younger twin.

so i dreamt of him. if i'm asked whether it was a sad or happy one, i'm stumped as to answer. cause really, if a dream is a happy one, you're just gonna wake up remembering how miserable your life really is. and then you'll be sad.

but if it was a sad one, you'll wake up remembering that you hadn't lost the happiness in reality. like if you dreamt the passing of a loved one but woke up to see that he or she is still as healthy as ever. so is that a happy or a sad dream?

sometimes i wake up smiling only to realise again a few seconds later. like today. while other times, i would feel myself waking up, and my dream-self would protest, "no! don't wake up. no...!" really. it's creepy sometimes, but it's cool.

that dream of him, the younger twin btw, was so clear. i really saw his face. he smiled, and i saw his teeth; the set of teeth that i've never seen anyone else have. really! his teeth are one of his unique features i guess. you could even use that to tell the difference between him and his twin. [cause that's what i did anw]

that shot of his teeth, i remember it was taken upside down, you know. meaning to say he was probably lying down and i just looked at him from above, and then he smiled.

i still see that shot of him from above, you know. his face, his smile when he looked up at me. it's stuck in my mind now. he's really glowing. he's so handsome. sigh...