Four arrows, and boy issues...

a useless guide to knowing my 4 identities. [yes, there are four]

(L-R) the Wrister girl, E'indah E'esa, Re'ine Nadhie, Solitary Author.

E'indah E'esa [2010]

those headphones were Pearl's, oops! 

one that disturbs everything that moves a little, shakes the boat when there are no waves. for all i remember, she was always having fun, always disturbing the hell out of everyone. if she irritates you, she loves you.

she talks to people a lot, thus the reaching out of her hands in this drawing.

the Wrister girl [2011] 

a little withdrawn, apart from her classmates and her best friends. cold all the time, on the outside [thus the constant wearing of hoodies] and on the inside too, it seems. always with that little cammie of hers (;

so far she's the one who's the happiest. 

seldom approaches people, and doesn't look approachable either, but if she's talked to, then she talks. thus the fact that she doesn't ignore when someone talks to her in this drawing.

Re'ine Nadhie [early 2012] 

a failed attempt to move forward. got so full of herself in a desperate bid to change from the E'indah or the Wrister girl that she once were.

left everyone and became cocky, thus the reason she is standing with arms folded, legs wide apart in the drawing, and away from the rest.

Solitary Author [current?] 

spends all her time writing, blogging, writing, blogging. she's probably gone insane from the solitude, but she knows she can't go back to the past.

she's sad when she watches the people who used to be with her happy together, but she can only watch from afar, thus her distance in this drawing.

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and who on earth was all this for? 

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and one more thing; Nadhie. Solitary. E'indah. Wrister.

Nadhie: at the front of everyone else in superiority.
E'indah and Wrister: they get along with humans, that's why they can be put next to each other.
Solitary Author: remains behind due to her inferiority.

i just noticed this last part. interesting, isn't it.

RAH! 

o, i just got jilted. boohoo. now i fear i may not be able to move on at all. i never thought it would be this tough.

i got rejected........... T.T
i guess i deserved it cause before this i actually rejected someone else too. coldly friendzoned him, actually. 

i hope this does not make me go back to the DB.

who knew that having boy issues would be so tough?