a fair test.

heidiho! ohidieh!

hmm i had just gotten back from a family gathering (paternal).

suddenly, i have no mood to blog.

i am going through it all over again!!! back in the days of 2010, that we are. i saw this once on Fb: life is like pokemon; we go through everything again and again, just different people and different places.

well it's true. but this is too similar. way, way too similar. and i am going through shit with the younger twin, all over again, but just with another person. the end results would still be the same, wouldn't it?

it's like having the same nightmare, over and over again. or like deja vu of a nightmare, over and over again.

this song describes me.

but not fully.

you know how in primary school they ask us questions in science on whether or not the experiment is fair? stuff like the number of plants must be equal, or the size of the beaker must be the same, like that? whereby the only thing that can be different is what makes this experiment better than that. you get what i mean???

well i guess life is also like that. all them guys would get tossed to me, but what i want to know is which one really likes me or loves me or whatever crap.

so yeah, the only thing that is different in all these experiments is the amount of lurve they have for me. get it??? *look of frustration*

i told you already, i don't have mood to blog. that's why my language is all over the place right now. maybe i should just hit the sacks right now. ugh.

i really hope nothing goes wrong with tomorrow.