i decided to wear out a skirt today, and was walking through a bunch of leaves by the mangrove when all of a sudden my ankles and feet were infected with dozens of RED ANTS.
i fucking screamed of course, what do you expect. and the bloody black tadpole gave me a silent laugh full of mockery, that damn barrel.
Black's been emotionless as of late, and i hardly see him smile too. but when he watched me shaking those ants off, i could almost see his eyes dancing with laughter, in addition to the smile that was forming at the side of his mouth.
well. as much as the damn ants freaked me out, i'm glad i witnessed that little fraction of a moment where he seemed like he wanted to laugh. although he is still a barrel.
two other significant moments made my day today: first, when Jingyu came over and told me that Cheng Yong [my classmate from 3/2 2010] said he read my blog and he thought my English was powerful.
second, when i went to the art room during free period after many eons of loitering around the school instead. Miss Chua had asked me how had my life been, and when i said t'was fine, she replied, "i like to see you smile. nobody should be able to take that smile from you."
it made me really sad to hear that.
and i missed being in the art room. all was crazy as always!
anyway, i have a crush! i went to Tamp in the evening to buy some Converse tees. i didn't have enough to satisfy the 2 for 29.90 promotion, but i still bought one. and that cute salesguy served me... again!
aaahhh he's as cute as ever x_x i love how he's just unable to stop smiling! and his teeth aren't so perfect either, which is just perfect for me {: and he was a blurblock at times, which is just so damn adorable x_x
he didn't seem to remember me, though. he still showed me the directions to the fitting room and cashier when he already did the first time we met. ):
i am going back soon to buy more tees. love Converse tees, they're very much like Ministry of Clothing though i still prefer the latter. and i wanna get the pair of pink sneakers, too. just beautiful.
so i think i'd like to go to a cold country someday, with a non-family member. maybe a foster brother would do, if you know who i mean.yeah, cause as i'd said; as much as i hate the cold, i need it in order to enjoy the warmth.
sex on a freezing night seems like a splendid idea, even though it requires clothes to be taken off. the irony.
Syamirul texted asking how Watch is [the one he got for my birthday]. ohhhhhh, yeah watch is fine baby, now aren't you gonna ask how the person is? oh and i've got a date with Had Rafael tomorrow evening XD
Lady Gaga's older songs were way better, in my very humble opinion. i still remember getting addicted to this song during a phone conversation with the younger twin (':
so ever since i withdrew myself from my classmates, i've been skipping school on PE days a lot. my reason was simple and that was because i didn't really want to interact with them. PE was always the time when we all bonded and stuff, when i couldn't run away by hiding in the corner of a classroom.
last week was my first time in a very long time going to PE and having fun watching my classmates play. tomorrow is the last PE we are gonna have, and... i regret not having tried earlier.
i love my classmates. i miss some of them here because they all decided to go on their own paths after N levels. but i wanna make sure i fully bond with the ones who have been in the same classroom as i have all these months of difficulty, before we all proceed to the seriousness of our O Levels.
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