one thing i dislike abt sleeping back is tht , the nice dream tht i had earlier will turn into something unpleasant. dont really wanna talk abt it.

k i've no sch today! cos i've no papers. but some ppl still got lit and poa, so all the best to them. my last prelim is tmrw, which is art. i must admit, i lazy practise. so whatever marks i receive, i deserve it lah huh. unless i get good marks, then tht means i dont deserve it lah. k idk what i crapping.

ytd oh ytd ! ytd is over, and we're in a new day now. but let me just Update u on ytd's happenings lah.

went to sch with khai again, yay! made my morning. yes , i always cant help smiling when i see him. i didnt wanna study my maths , and he kept scolding me for tht haha. for some reason i didnt smell his Morning Smell ytd ):

alighted at es paris as always, and walked to the main gate from there. otw talked alot, as always. i laughed alot i think, but cant rmb why. slacked at friday table, and i called him baby :D k i felt so proud of myself, but still very shy. hehe.

been seeing orange post its around alot lately. hm k then what? paper 1 maths was fine i think. glad tht i had asked khairul to teach me factorizing, cos i was able to do tht question. oh then before my paper 2 started, had time to walk around with my khai awhile.

a few mins still make me happy.

hm k then what? i aint so confident in my paper 2, but i gave my best. let's just Pray and hope for me ok?

aft dismissal for us, went home straight, and then slacked awhile. was damn bloody tired. around 530 went out again, went to bazaar with asleah, before gg to play with cats awhile. then khai texted, slacked at es paris awhile alone, then walked to ish bus stop.

the trip home wasnt so pleasant. when he walked away i wanted to punch the wall but i alr promised him tht i wouldnt. so i didnt. my hands were almost uncontrollable, but i managed to hold them back.

and when i got home, i suddenly thought of it and got angry at myself. i ran out of the house and all the way to the cc bus stop where he was at. told him i was sorry . cos i was.

i didnt want to lose him. my mom was yelling, asking where i was gg and trucks were horning but i was just Focused on getting to him before his bus does.

chey, now tht i mentioned it, i actually went thru all tht just To get to him uh. wow, awesome.

and yeah, k dah.
i've really got to brush up on my attitude.