you asked me out again the next day. i told you to meet at the carpark where we were slacking at the day before, though i wanted our usual carpark, which was where we always slacked at before we got caught there on camera in our sch uniform.

you told me to wait at the entrance of the carpark. i reached there early, and i didnt feel like waiting for you, so i went ahead up to the rooftop. you seemed a little angry, but at the time i really didnt give a hoot. i moved away from you.

you came to me, and then you started hanging ur arm across my shoulders again. eventually your hand moved towards my waist.. and then ur other arm went across my stomach. you interlocked ur fingers, leaving me in between ur arms, and once again in ur embrace.

ur hug got tighter as we stayed there silently. idk why, but i kept pushing you away. but you were persistent, you didnt stop hugging me back, and eventually you did ask, "why ...?" well damn, you HAD to go low, ur voice. i never could resist tht low whisper of urs..

i didnt answer. but i allowed you when you tried to hug me again aft tht. this time i placed my head on urs when you had urs on my shoulder.

you asked me; "can i lie down on you?" i asked you how, cos i really didnt know, and you led me by making me lie down on the stair steps the way you did when i fell asleep on you the day before. and then you placed ur head on my chest. you had me place my arms around ur neck, and we stayed like tht....

you fell asleep. i wanted to kiss you, but everytime my lips were halfway to ur cheek, i retreated. i did the same even when u were awake, and finally, i think you got irritated, and you just Kissed ME. you kissed me again ans again. i finally got the guts to return one..

when you got up from my chest you hugged me again. we stayed like tht for hours... when we were leaving, you looked at ur watch and was shocked, "it's alr seven plus, we've been here since, like, four!" LOL

you sent me home. when we were walking , as always we talked. aand then you got despo to piggyback me. well at tht time i was having my period, so i didnt feel like it... -embarrassed- you've been wanting to piggyback me since a long time before we were God siblings though. so i told myself tht the next time you asked me for a piggyback, i'd oblige (:

when i got home, i started wondering.
cos i knew you were in a relationship. with my best friend.