Kate

Here's a little something I want to share with you my dear. I read a book, a non-fiction about this girl named Kate. She was so innocent, quiet in school and always burying her nose in a book. So damn innocent.

She fell in love with James, a guy who had been on heroin for some time now. She wanted to stay out of it, but temptation called her into it. James helped her get her first shot of heroin up her arm; and from then on, she was hooked on it.

Months pass and she finally admitted she was a heroin addict. James at this point had gone to rehab and had successfully became clean of the addiction. He stayed with Kate still, trying to help her out of it as well. He failed.

Time went on and James realised he was better off without her. He loved her, but he couldn't stay with her because of her addiction to heroin. He left her, started a new life on his own, while he left her fending for herself, trying to find the money to feed the habit; whether or not she managed to quit the addiction was none of his business.

Don't you think it's really unfair? That he had been the one who had dragged the innocent girl into the addiction, and yet when he managed to escape from it, he left her to the depths of it? Just like what I did to you.

This is my proof that I'd stay. I know I can't return you what I took from you... I don't know what to do with it either. But since I've improved from it, I should help you do so as well since I'm the one who dragged you down. I'm sorry my darling, you can't see it but I really hope my trying is visible.