I honestly don't think I deserve a spot in life anymore. What does my existence bring? Show too much and you'll be pushed away. Show too little and you'll be ignored. What does everyone want from me?
I was arrogant. I changed when I met you. You changed me. It's tough for me to even open up to someone. You don't appreciate that I talk to you and not other people? It's so difficult to spill my thoughts to someone. And when I managed to do so with you, you push me away.
Aunty and granny don't seem to love me anymore either. The only thing at home I look forward to is my cat best friend.
Nevermind. I have so much to say to you right now but I know you won't hear me out. You called me over attached when you're the one person in the world I talk to about my every thought. Why did you say that??? It hurts. My throat swells when I think about it, like how it hurts when you're holding in your tears.
I have so much more to write right now but I won't. There's no point. If you don't have time to hear out what I have to say, what makes me think that you'll read my thoughts?
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