If i were a billionaire.

so i read somewhere that J.K. Rowling was the first person to ever become a millionaire by writing books. well my dream is to become more than that; i wanna be the first to become a billionaire by writing and blogging!

it may seem impossible right now, but a girl can dream. and a girl can also write about how she's gonna spend that money once she's a billionaire. 

i'd start with a house. i'd buy a five-room flat; i dont need a bungalow, or a terrace or any of those fancy places. as long as there are enough rooms and space for everyone whom i'm currently living with.

the house i'm living in has been in the family's possession since forever. the void deck underneath me right now is where my parents got married, so you can imagine how long it's been. 

you'd have to see my home to know what i mean, but the living conditions here is not as easy as it seems. it never has been, but i've always been happy here. a lot happier than in my previous residence, that's for sure. 

if i were a billionaire i'd buy a house for me and my family. one room would be for my uncles, the other for my aunt, one for the cats to roam about! and the last for my granny and i. a bed and a closet for every one of us, and a dining table with enough chairs for all of us.

i don't need much apart from a bed and a closet. all i want is a desk and a bookcase. and then i'll be the happiest little girl with the best bedroom ever!

i'd get a DSLR next. one that can record. i've forgotten the exact model i'd wanted; a Canon 600D? 660D? i dont even know anymore. but i'd like one, so i can start making videos again without being ashamed of the camera i'm using.

i've bumped into quite a number of Muslim orphanages here around my home area, and although i'm not exactly sure how, i'd like to do something for them. i've honestly never done anything for charity before but i hope that one day when i have lots of money i can help with something!

and since i dont have to work, i'll use my free time to learn how to be a proper Muslim. i can write about my experiences during my repent, which keeps my writing going. 

i'd travel around the world with my camera and continue writing about every single one of my experience, so everyone will continue reading whatever i have to write. i'll do whatever it takes for reading to be an everyday activity in the future.

and lastly, i'd buy a huge house. for 'Aamir. and his family.

somewhere near my family and i, so we can meet all the time. not only us, but also our family members. we'd be so close like neighbours, and i can always tell my granny, "oh granny, i'm going out for a while to 'Aamir's house to do homework and shit :D" and she'd be like, "oh hold on give him this rendang daging to give to his mommy!"

and he wouldnt need to travel to and fro Singapore. he wouldnt need to spend so much on transport and he wouldnt worry me like shit whenever he's making his way from the Malaysian customs to his home.

i'd buy him his own laptop so we can skype, and so he can play his games without bothering me when i'm blogging. i'd get him a webcam, so he can fulfill his longings of making youtube videos. 

i'm doing my best. my 'best' may not be the most satisfying effort seen from the outside, but i know what i'm doing. a girl can dream. and a girl can write about her dreams in the same way you'd write on a post-it to remind yourself about a task.