i just want you to know, that i have a million reasons for being in love with you. it was a thousand just a few months ago, and on the day we met, just ten.
every single day, whether or not i see you, you'd give me a whole new reason for me to love you. i dont know if you feel the same for me; or maybe you're having total opposite effects. but i'll have you know that my feelings for you grow stronger day by day.
just yesterday you held me in your arms. it was not your first time doing so but your embrace was magic. i'd cried because i was feeling lonely. you told me to speak, but i didnt want to, and all i could do was allow the floodgates to open.
you touched my neck and you pulled me towards you, and i buried my face in your chest. all i could do was cry. your heartbeat rang in my ears and it was the loudest sound i heard at that very moment, even louder than my sobbing.
your arms were around me, and you pulled me into a hug. it was awkward because we were both seated next to each other, and there were people around but you hugged me nonetheless.
i wrapped my arms around your waist and held onto you for my dear life, and i tried to control my sobbing but i cried and cried. you laid your lips onto the top of my head, and you shushed me, trying to convince me that everything would be alright.
you took my chin and pulled my face towards yours, and you leant in for a kiss. it was not our first time kissing but i swear to you, that felt so much like heaven. like the very first kiss of my teenage years.
it was a shy and quiet kiss, derived out of comfort and care, and your feelings for me. i felt it in your kiss. it was fireworks!
it brought me back to the very first time we did kiss, which was back to about half a year ago. but believe it or not, yesterday's kiss still added to my list of reasons why i love you.
maybe because every single memory between us is different; we may do the same things again and again, but every single date we ever had makes me happy in their own ways. no two hugs are the same.
for the million reasons why I love you, [and counting, as the days and months and years pass] no words can describe them or bring them to light. not even by a writer like me. they're all caught in the depths of your eyes, and too bad for the world, that only i can see these reasons.
I love you more than anyone can imagine, and although i didnt exactly tell you why, i hope you understand that my feelings for you are stronger than you think.
i'll stay strong for you, and i hope you stay strong with me too. i want to be with you as long as i breathe. and i really, really dont want to ever be without you.
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