Transition. [more sudden]

so my Humanities teacher says i have not much problem with Geography because of my "flair for writing", it's just that i am unsure of the facts. well that brought me down, but it made me proud too. i was just writing in my own diary about my love for writing.

i'd better make use of this strength to overcome my other weaknesses. my uncle also once told me, being strong in English should be a great help, because it helps me understand questions in Maths, Geography, and all that, better. which is true if you think about it.

and guess what, my Axes!?!?!?!? look at this shit :D

right click and open in new tab to zoom, on the left is my Prep and the right is my Prelim. see that damn difference! well it ain't that astounding, but it's an ascent.

when i got back from school, did a little Geography before going out in the evening to get a cake, cause it's my papa's birthday today. as usual, it was all up to me. i spent six bucks more than mumsie's cake, mind you! and not a single cent provided from the brothers kesayangan!

plus, if you remember who was the one who bought me my birthday cake.

walked around a little after i got the cake, and bought a pair of earrings, the type where one stud is chained to another. i love those.

i know i've always been on solitary escapades, but today kind of took its toll on me. it made me end up crying on the train back to Pasir Ris, at least, i think it's the cause.

but guess what, i got to my room and started webcamwhoring, which made me feel a little better. and then Granny gave a surprise visit!

the images below consist of only my left eye because they are all inverted images.

would you believe that this picture above was actually taken when i was giving several emotions? i was like ): at the top left, frowning at the top right, smiling at bottom left, and supposedly just stoning at the bottom right.

just the occasional overdose, as always. it's fun webcamwhoring with just your eyes, instead of the usual posing and making funny faces, you know? eyes give more expression than any of that, don't you think?

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just received news.

i think this was why i cried on the train earlier. a premonition.

it's not the first time i've had one.

i'm crying now and the atmosphere in the house has changed drastically. this is so unexpected. i've never been through this before. how do i cope with it? someone, guide me, please.....