i was floating in slow motion and moving in the wrong direction when This World Cant Tear Us Apart started playing. i just listened to it, because i love the song.

turned out to be my alarm, and i thought of gg back to sleep aft i turned it off. but then i was like, holy shit! as always. so yeah, got up, showered, and then dried and tied my hair before sitting on da couch chatting with maya.

at 730, left her place and made my way to sch! cause i still had make up bridging =_= today i was the second to arrive. o and mr ng says tht if he catches me with my fringe down one more time, he will hafta consider abt letting me go to sec 5 or not.

ate nasi ayam! with the other three make up kids, cause the makcik specially made for us :3 while eating, chatted abt Buy One Get One Free (heheh) with syazana, we sure had a lot of opinions. and most of hers, i did agree! shooo proud.

once again i kept laughing for no reason. syazana was like nak layan tapi malas, and she kept wanting to laugh also, i saw her face! but she did get annoyed la of course. tho seriously, i couldnt stop laughing at the most random things ever.

you know kan, i have a picture of irshad and i in my wallet. and at my desk outside the HOD office, i opened up my wallet and placed it at a little corner ah, so tht pic is on display. (think imma snap a pic of my bridging desk someday and show you guys)

i kept laughing and disturbing syazana, then at one point i started daydreaming. she was like, "eindah, study la eindah." i showed her one muka kesian and was like, "cannoooot. how to study, irshad keep staring at me!"

then she laughed like shit sia. seriously, she put her head on her desk and was like shaking. then i stare at her. then i started snickering also ah. laughter is contagious.

and i drew this! it's me.



showed it to syazana, who was like, "chey, kasot nike sey." so i was like, heheh, thanks. then we went back to do our work. i did a little bit of thinking then i was like, "im surprised you could tell tht it's nike."

she took another look at the drawing and was like, "yeah, im surprised too actually." hahaha, kurang ajar! i laughed like shit sia, as always xD

seriously laughed a lot sia, ask syazana. she got so damn annoyed ! idk ah, i feel open with her too. cause aft all, she's like my longest sch mate. have been in the same kindergarten, primary and secondary schools .

so well anyways. aft sch, made my way back to cousie's place, and then i slept for awhile. and here is the dream i had :

i was at a train station with irshad. we were sitting on this stair step and chatting, when at one point he kissed me on the, forehead if i not wrong, and said he had to go, and he suddenly just got up and started walking towards da platform.

i called out to him and told him not to go, but he didnt hear me i think. he went , and disappeared. and then suddenly the area where he vanished into exploded. there wasnt any fire but there was a lot of smoke.

i couldnt see anything, and i kept calling out for irshad. then suddenly, out from the smoke, i saw ppl. except they werent alive. they were zombies.

when i woke up, i was in a daze for awhile. then i started panicking and kept worrying )x

well anyways, then went to shower and change outta my uni and then many eons later went to kfc with maya , and then i went for a little walk :3

so yeah, pretty much tht's it.