maya was in last night's dream . hm, idk the position of all the stuff tht happened though , so this might be a little messy .

if i aint wrong i was the one who went maya's house. and then her mommy (who is also my aunt) told her to send me back home, so she did. i dont rmb seeing her smile , or hearing her laugh. in fact i think we just Walked on in silence .

when i was alr at my house , i thanked her and off she went . but then i realized tht her phone was with me or smth , so i chased her ah. she had alr walked out of the gate tht kept my house and many other houses in , and as she was locking it i yelled at her to wait for me .

she looked at me and we had eye contact , but as i ran towards tht gate she had alr begun to walk again . her speed was slow , she was in a stroll. but unlocking the gate was very tedious , i was struggling with it , and again when i was trying to lock it .

i left the gate unlocked as i ran towards her , and i finally caught up with her when she was standing in front of a food stall . her face was emotionless as she looked at me when taking her phone .

this whole scene scares me alr. it scares me alot .

there was another part abt me walking to sch with the usual girls . i think yeah, it was pearl, priscilla and shushan. and then i was like staring at this void deck and remembering smth. i do rmb what i remembered in the dream , but it's not really tht important .

and anyways the thing tht i remembered didnt occur there .

when i woke up , i was thinking abt what i remembered and i almost forgot everything abt it! which would be a miracle , but then i was like , oh shit, i do rmb everything alr.

yeah, tht part only i will understand.

yesterday was hell but today i'll be fine.