this man named khairul irfan

we all have a lot of secrets. i know i do.

ever since i met this someone, these secrets have slowly been revealed. i find myself opening up a lot more, and i even told him a big secret of mine tht nobody has ever known. and i changed too. i changed a lot for him, in a positive way.

a year ago, i withdrew myself from everyone around me, but my meeting with the man named khairul irfan melted the sheet of ice tht was engulfing me. he thawed the ice cube tht i was and found me, cold and shivering.

slowly, he warmed me up. i'm a flame now, warm and steady. i entered his life, his presence, his accompany, his arms, his embrace. and i've never regretted any of tht. i changed a lot for this man named khairul irfan. i've never changed for anyone. and i thought i would never.

he softened me. i used to keep everything to myself, under the glare tht i gave anyone who lay their eyes on me. yet, he strengthened me, this man named khairul irfan.

i've had another love before him. but, it's different this time. i'm not just Saying this. i really really mean it. there's smth abt this man named khairul irfan tht makes me very very very sure tht i am truly and sincerely in love with him.

this man named khairul irfan. sigh. every time he gets mad at me, i would always hurt somewhere, be it the head or backbone or stomach. but most of all it hurts in the heart of course.

i love him a lot.
i hope he's not doing anything stupid right now...