tonight, im sleeping in the dark. with the lights off and the door shut. i'll turn off the fan, put on socks, three layers of clothing, blankie over me, and curl like a foetus.

let's make believe tht i've never even been born yet... cos life was so simple.

first impressions really matter a lot. the world was beautiful when u first saw it. opening up ur eyes, was like, was like. it's indescribable. it's amazing . it's irreplaceable.

but u had to grow up. life had to show its true colours. it got ugly. it got unbearable. it became a monster. it was rainbows and sunshine at first, but it's become the dark alley in the wee hours aft midnight. why?