Now playing: The Script - If You Could See Me Now
The man called Father. And the woman called Mother. The two most important people who contributed significantly to our existence.
Did that give them a right to take my life as their own? Is it right for them to have expectations of me, to be proud of me or disappointed with me. Did they have the right?
My parents practically tossed me aside during my critical period back in 2012. Why? Because i disappointed them. Because i wasnt making them happy. So they decide; "i dont regard her as mine anymore."
If they could just abandon me during my failures, why should i regard them during my success?
Mommy locked me out of the house when i came back late from a study session. She vented her anger on me in the middle of my exam period.
Yet she had the guts to come over to my aunt's place, where i was living, and demand my O levels results slip.
Daddy was always working and didnt understand modern things. He did not understand that i needed friends and that i could not be alone anymore. He kicked me out when i stayed up overnight with my classmates.
Right. You're gonna say they're still my parents no matter what, and that they gave birth and raised me all my past 17 years. And that yes, i was young and stupid and wrong.
You know how tongues wag; "her parents didnt raise her properly", if eyes see an attitudinal teenager. Yes, it is true. My parents never raised me right. They did went wrong somewhere.
I just dont know where.
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